England -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Runaway children -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
"But he was a good man," said Mr Blakeford.
"Bah! good? What, to plunge into speculation and ruin himself?"
"We are none of us perfect," said Mr Blakeford.
"Who wants to be?" said my uncle. "Well, I wash my hands of the whole
affair. You know where I am if you want me. He was never like a
brother to me. I will do as you said."
"Yes," said Mr Blakeford, "of course. You may trust me, Mr Grace."
"I don't trust anybody," said my uncle, just as one of the servants,
coming along the passage, said kindly--
"Why don't you go in, Master Tony?"
There was a sudden movement of a chair, and I saw Mr Blakeford come
forward and look at me curiously as I entered in a shamefaced way. Then
he exchanged glances with my uncle, and my heart sank as I felt that
they both suspected me of having been listening on the mat.
It was only at nights when I was alone in my own room that I could cry
as a half heart-broken boy of eleven can cry in the desolation of his
heart. My uncle had gone away the day after the funeral, telling me
shortly that I must be a man now, and mind what Mr Blakeford said; and
Mr Blakeford had looked at me in his peculiar way, tightening his thin
lips, and smiling strangely, but saying nothing.
I knew that some arrangements had been made about my future, but though
I was the person most concerned, every one seemed to consider that I was
only a boy, and no explanation was vouchsafed. So it was, then, that I
rambled about the house and grounds almost alone, growing more and more
thoughtful and wretched as the change oppressed me like a weight of
lead.
As the days went on, though, and the first passionate feelings of grief
gave way to a strange sense of despair, I began to take notice of what
was passing around me. It seemed as if the servants in their new black
dresses looked upon the change as a holiday. They had frequent
visitors; there seemed to be always a kind of lunch in progress, and as
I sat alone of an evening I could often hear laughter from the kitchen;
and at last, unable to bear the solitude, I used to go into the study
and sit down and stare at Mr Rowle.
It was not cheerful, even there, for Mr Rowle used to sit and stare at
me. We rarely spoke. Still, it was company, and the old man did
sometimes give me a nod, and say, in allusion to a burst of mirth from
the kitchen--
"They're keeping the game alive, young un?"
CHAPTER TWO.
MR ROWLE AND I BECOME FRIENDS.
As I have said, in the days that followed, I used, when feeling very
lonely, to go and sit and stare at Mr Rowle and he at me. Few words
were spoken, but quite a friendship sprang up between us, and by degrees
I learned what his position really was--that of man in possession,
placed there by Mr Blakeford.
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