Next morning, leaving the knight to continue the journey alone, he
mounted his horse and returned to Assisi, where he was doubtless
received with disappointment by his parents, and with gibes by the
citizens who had listened to his boasts of future greatness. Once
again he went back to work in his father's shop, but now when the
young nobles called to him to join in their revels he went listlessly,
often escaping from their midst to wander alone in the fields or pass
long hours praying in a grotto near the city. One day his friends, in
despair at his frequent absences, gave a grand banquet, making him
"King of the feast." He delighted them all with fitful bursts of merry
wit, but at last when the revellers rushed out into the night to roam
about the town till dawn, Francis fell back from the gay throng, and
stood gazing up at the calm Umbrian sky decked in all its splendour of
myriad stars. When the others returned in search of their leader,
they, wondering at the change that had come over the wildest spirit of
Assisi, assailed him with questions. "Are you thinking of marrying,
Francis," cried one jester, and amidst the laughter of all came his
quiet answer: "Yes, a wife more noble and more beautiful than ye have
ever seen; she will outshine all others in beauty and in wisdom."
Already the image of the Lady Poverty had visited him, and enamoured
like a very troubadour he composed songs in her honour as he walked in
the woods near Assisi.
The kind heart of Francis had always been touched at the sight of the
poor lepers, who, exiled from the companionship of their fellow
creatures, lived in a lazar-house on the plain, about a mile from the
town. But his compassion for their misery was mingled with a strong
feeling of repugnance, so that he had always shunned these wretched
outcasts. "When I was in the bondage of sin," he tells us in his will,
"it was bitter to me, and loathsome to see, and loke uppon persouny
enfect with leopre; but that blessed Lord broughte me amonge them, and
I did mercy with them, and departing from them, what before semyd
bittre and lothesomme was turned and changed to me in great sweetnesse
and comfort both of body and of soule, and afterwards in this state I
stode and abode a lytle while, and then I lefte and forsooke the
worldly lyf."[27]
Pietro Bernardone now saw his son, clothed in rags, his face pinched
and white from long vigils spent in prayer, going forth on errands of
mercy, jeered at by the citizens, pelted with stones and filth by the
children. There were many storms in the Bernardone household which the
gentle Pica was unable to quell; and when finally Francis began to
throw his father's money among the poor in the same regal manner in
which he had once spent it among his boon companions, Bernardone could
bear it no longer, and drove his son from the house. When they met he
cursed him, and the family bonds thus severed were never again
renewed.
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