She stares and stares at the little blue stars; those happy ones who
possess all hearts; those little prophets who, beautiful in themselves,
are also glorified by the splendor of all the beauty which they herald,
of all the beauty which is coming. And as she watches them a storm of
wrath rises in her soul, rumbling like the thunder, deadening like the
lightning. “By what right,” she thinks, “does Countess Dohna hold this
bunch of hepaticas, picked by the shore at Ekeby?”
They were all tempters: Sintram, the countess, everybody wanted to allure
Gösta Berling to what was evil. But she would protect him; against all
would she protect him. Even if it should cost her heart’s blood, she
would do it.
She thinks that she must see those flowers torn out of the countess’s
hand, and thrown aside, trampled, crushed, before she leaves the little
blue cabinet.
She thinks that, and she begins a struggle with the little blue stars.
Out in the drawing-room the old ladies lean their venerable heads against
the chair-backs and suspect nothing; the men smoke their pipes in calm
and quiet in the count’s room; peace is everywhere; only in the little
blue cabinet rages a terrible struggle.
Ah, how well they do who keep their hands from the sword, who understand
how to wait quietly, to lay their hearts to rest and let God direct! The
restless heart always goes astray; ill-will makes the pain worse.
But Anna Stjärnhök believes that at last she has seen a finger in the sky.
“Anna,” says the countess, “tell me a story!”
“About what?”
“Oh,” says the countess, and caresses the flowers with her white hand.
“Do not you know something about love, something about loving?”
“No, I know nothing of love.”
“How you talk! Is there not a place here which is called Ekeby,—a place
full of pensioners?”
“Yes,” says Anna, “there is a place which is called Ekeby, and there
are men there who suck the marrow of the land, who make us incapable of
serious work, who ruin growing youth, and lead astray our geniuses. Do
you want to hear of them? Do you want to hear love-stories of them?”
“Yes. I like the pensioners.”
So Anna Stjärnhök speaks,—speaks in short sentences, like an old
hymn-book, for she is nearly choking with stormy emotions. Suppressed
suffering trembles in each word, and the countess was both frightened
and interested to hear her.
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