“She did not wish to speak to her mother of the kingdom of her dreams,
which her beloved should have helped her to realize.
“‘Ebba,’ said the countess, ‘if you love him you shall not ask what he
has been, but marry him. The husband of a Countess Dohna will be rich
enough, powerful enough, to excuse all the follies of his youth.’
“‘I care nothing for his youthful follies, mamma; it is because he can
never be what I want him to be that I cannot marry him.’
“‘Ebba, remember that I have given him my promise!’
“The girl became as pale as death.
“‘Mamma, I tell you that if you marry me to him you part me from God.’
“‘I have decided to act for your happiness,’ says the countess. ‘I am
certain that you will be happy with this man. You have already succeeded
in making a saint of him. I have decided to overlook the claims of birth
and to forget that he is poor and despised, in order to give you a chance
to raise him. I feel that I am doing right. You know that I scorn all old
prejudices.’
“The young girl lay quiet on her sofa for a while after the countess
had left her. She was fighting her battle. Earth raised itself against
heaven, love against love; but her childhood’s love won the victory. As
she lay there on the sofa, she saw the western sky glow in a magnificent
sunset. She thought that it was a greeting from the good King; and as she
could not be faithful to him if she lived, she decided to die. There was
nothing else for her to do, since her mother wished her to belong to one
who never could be the good King’s servant.
“She went over to the window, opened it, and let the twilight’s cold,
damp air chill her poor, weak body.
“It was easily done. The illness was certain to begin again, and it did.
“No one but I knows that she sought death, Elizabeth. I found her at the
window. I heard her delirium. She liked to have me at her side those last
days.
“It was I who saw her die; who saw how she one evening stretched out her
arms towards the glowing west, and died, smiling, as if she had seen some
one advance from the sunset’s glory to meet her. It was also I who had to
take her last greeting to the man she loved. I was to ask him to forgive
her, that she could not be his wife. The good King would not permit it.
“But I have never dared to say to that man that he was her murderer.
I have not dared to lay the weight of such pain on his shoulders. And
yet he, who won her love by lies, was he not her murderer? Was he not,
Elizabeth?”
Countess Dohna long ago had stopped caressing the blue flowers. Now she
rises, and the bouquet falls to the floor.
“Anna, you are deceiving me. You say that the story is old, and that the
man has been dead a long time. But I know that it is scarcely five years
since Ebba Dohna died, and you say that you yourself were there through
it all. You are not old. Tell me who the man is!”
Anna Stjärnhök begins to laugh.
“You wanted a love-story. Now you have had one which has cost you both
tears and pain.”
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