“The carriage drove away, but then, at that moment, Gösta Berling, I knew
that Margareta Celsing was dead.
“She was good and innocent; she knew no evil. Angels had wept at her
grave. If she had lived, she would not have struck her mother.”
The beggar by the door had listened, and the words for a moment had
drowned the sound of the eternal forests’ alluring murmur. For see, this
great lady, she made herself his equal in sin, his sister in perdition,
to give him courage to live. For he should learn that sorrow and
wrong-doing weighed down other heads than his. He rose and went over to
the major’s wife.
“Will you live now? Gösta Berling?” she asked with a voice which broke
with tears. “Why should you die? You could have been such a good priest,
but it was never Gösta Berling whom you drowned in brandy, he as
gleamingly innocent-white as that Margareta Celsing I suffocated in hate.
Will you live?”
Gösta fell on his knees before her.
“Forgive me,” he said, “I cannot.”
“I am an old woman, hardened by much sorrow,” answered the major’s wife,
“and I sit here and give myself as a prize to a beggar, whom I have found
half-frozen in a snow-drift by the roadside. It serves me right. Let him
go and kill himself; then at least he won’t be able to tell of my folly.”
“I am no suicide, I am condemned to die. Do not make the struggle too
hard for me! I may not live. My body has taken possession of my soul,
therefore I must let it escape and go to God.”
“And so you believe you will get there?”
“Farewell, and thank you!”
“Farewell, Gösta Berling.”
The beggar rose and walked with hanging head and dragging step to the
door. This woman made the way up to the great forests heavy for him.
When he came to the door, he had to look back. Then he met her glance, as
she sat still and looked after him. He had never seen such a change in
any face, and he stood and stared at her. She, who had just been angry
and threatening, sat transfigured, and her eyes shone with a pitying,
compassionate love.
There was something in him, in his own wild heart, which burst before
that glance; he leaned his forehead against the door-post, stretched his
arms up over his head, and wept as if his heart would break.
The major’s wife tossed her clay-pipe into the fire and came over to
Gösta. Her movements were as tender as a mother’s.
“There, there, my boy!”
And she got him down beside her on the bench by the door, so that he wept
with his head on her knees.
“Will you still die?”
Then he wished to rush away. She had to hold him back by force.
“Now I tell you that you may do as you please. But I promise you that, if
you will live, I will take to me the daughter of the Broby minister and
make a human being of her, so that she can thank her God that you stole
her meal. Now will you?”
He raised his head and looked her right in the eyes.
“Do you mean it?”
“I do, Gösta Berling.”
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