Let the older woman change herself into an evil spirit to torture the
younger. She thanks her benefactress. As yet the evil is not dead in her.
Hunt her up at four o’clock every morning! Impose on the inexperienced
workwoman an unreasonable day’s work at the heavy weaving-loom! It is
well. The penitent has perhaps not strength enough to swing the scourge
with the required force.
When the time for the great spring washing comes,[3] Countess Märta has
her stand at the tub in the wash-house. She comes herself to oversee her
work. “The water is too cold in your tub,” she says, and takes boiling
water from a kettle and pours it over her bare arms.
The day is cold, the washerwomen have to stand by the lake and rinse out
the clothes. Squalls rush by and drench them with sleet. Dripping wet and
heavy as lead are the washerwomen’s skirts.
Hard is the work with the wooden clapper. The blood bursts from the
delicate nails.
But Countess Elizabeth does not complain. Praised be the goodness of God!
The scourge’s thorny knots fall softly, as if they were rose-leaves, on
the penitent’s back.
The young woman soon hears that Gösta Berling is alive. Her mother-in-law
had only wanted to cheat her into a confession. Well, what of that? See
the hand of God! He had won over the sinner to the path of atonement.
She grieves for only one thing. How shall it be with her mother-in-law,
whose heart God for her sake has hardened? Ah, he will judge her mildly.
She must show anger to help the sinner to win back God’s love.
She did not know that often a soul that has tried all other pleasures
turns to delight in cruelty. In the suffering of animals and men,
weakened emotions find a source of joy.
The older woman is not conscious of any malice. She thinks she is only
correcting a wanton wife. So she lies awake sometimes at night and broods
over new methods of torture.
One evening she goes through the house and has the countess light her
with a candle. She carries it in her hand without a candlestick.
“The candle is burned out,” says the young woman.
“When there is an end to the candle, the candlestick must burn,” answers
Countess Märta.
And they go on, until the reeking wick goes out in the scorched hand.
But that is childishness. There are tortures for the soul which are
greater than any suffering of the body. Countess Märta invites guests and
makes the mistress of the house herself wait on them at her own table.
That is the penitent’s great day. Strangers shall see her in her
humiliation. They shall see that she is no longer worthy to sit at her
husband’s table. Oh, with what scorn their cold eyes will rest on her!
Worse, much worse it is. Not an eye meets hers. Everybody at the table
sits silent and depressed, men and women equally out of spirits.
But she gathers it all to lay it like coals of fire on her head. Is her
sin so dreadful? Is it a disgrace to be near her?
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