Well, and then bells come ringing, eager feet stamp off the snow in the
hall, and Gösta Berling comes into the room. He laughs and jokes. He is
life, he is warmth. He opens the piano, and he plays so that they are
surprised at the old strings. He can sing all songs, play any tune. He
makes all the inmates of the house happy. He was never cold, he was never
tired. The mourner forgot his sorrows when he saw him. Ah, what a good
heart he had! How compassionate he was to the weak and poor! And what a
genius he was! Yes, you ought to have heard the old people talk of him.
But now, just as they were playing, he burst into tears. He thinks life
is so sad. He rests his head in his hands and weeps. The pensioners
are dismayed. These are not mild, healing tears, such as Madame Musica
generally calls forth. He is sobbing like one in despair. At their wits’
end they put their instruments away.
And the good Madame Musica, who loves Gösta Berling, she too almost loses
courage; but then she remembers that she has still a mighty champion
among the pensioners.
It is the gentle Löwenborg, he who had lost his fiancée in the muddy
river, and who is more Gösta Berling’s slave than any of the others. He
steals away to the piano.
In the pensioners’ wing Löwenborg has a great wooden table, on which
he has painted a keyboard and set up a music-stand. There he can sit
for hours at a time and let his fingers fly over the black and white
keys. There he practises both scales and studies, and there he plays his
Beethoven. He never plays anything but Beethoven.
But the old man never ventures on any other instrument than the wooden
table. For the piano he has a respectful awe. It tempts him, but it
frightens him even more. The clashing instrument, on which so many polkas
have been drummed, is a sacred thing to him. He has never dared to touch
it. Think of that wonderful thing with its many strings, which could give
life to the great master’s works! He only needs to put his ear to it, to
hear andantes and scherzos murmuring there. But he has never played on
such a thing. He will never be rich enough to buy one of his own, and
on this he has never dared to play. The major’s wife was not so willing
either to open it for him.
He has heard how polkas and waltzes have been played on it. But in such
profane music the noble instrument could only clash and complain. No, if
Beethoven should come, then it would let its true, clear sound be heard.
Now he thinks that the moment is come for him and Beethoven. He will take
courage and touch the holy thing, and let his young lord and master be
gladdened by the sleeping harmonies.
He sits down and begins to play. He is uncertain and nervous, but he
gropes through a couple of bars, tries to bring out the right ring,
frowns, tries again, and puts his hands before his face and begins to
weep.
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