Yes, it is a bitter thing. The sacred thing is not sacred. There are
no clear, pure tones hidden and dreaming in it; there are no mighty
thunders, no rushing hurricanes. None of the endless harmonies direct
from heaven had remained there. It is an old, worn-out piano, and nothing
more.
But then Madame Musica gives the colonel a hint. He takes Ruster with him
and they go to the pensioners’ wing and get Löwenborg’s table, where the
keys are painted.
“See here, Löwenborg,” says Beerencreutz, when they come back, “here is
your piano. Play for Gösta!”
Then Löwenborg stops crying and sits down to play Beethoven for his
sorrowful young friend. Now he would certainly be glad again.
In the old man’s head sound the most heavenly tones. He cannot think but
that Gösta hears how beautifully he is playing. He meets with no more
difficulties. He plays his runs and trills with the greatest ease. He
would have liked that the master himself could have heard him.
The longer he plays, the more he is carried away. He hears every note
with unearthly clearness. He sits there glowing with enthusiasm and
emotion, hearing the most wonderful tones, certain that Gösta must hear
them too and be comforted.
Gösta sat and looked at him. At first he was angry at this foolery, but
gradually he became of milder mood. He was irresistible, the old man, as
he sat and enjoyed his Beethoven.
And Gösta began to think how this man too, who now was so gentle and so
careless, had been sunk in suffering, how he too had lost her whom he
loved. And now he sat beamingly happy at his wooden table. Nothing more
was needed to add to his bliss.
He felt humbled. “What, Gösta,” he said to himself, “can you no longer
bear and suffer? You who have been hardened by poverty all your life,
you who have heard every tree in the forest, every tuft in the meadow
preach of resignation and patience, you who have been brought up in a
land where the winter is severe and the summer short,—have you forgotten
how to endure?”
Ah Gösta, a man must bear all that life offers with a brave heart and
smiling lip, or he is no man. Regret as much as you like if you have lost
what you hold dearest, let remorse tear at your vitals, but show yourself
a man. Let your glance shine with gladness, and meet your friends with
cheerful words!
Life is hard, nature is hard. But they both give courage and cheerfulness
as compensations for their hardness, or no one could hold out.
Courage and cheerfulness! It is as if they were the first duties of life.
You have never failed in them before, and shall not now.
Are you worse than Löwenborg, who sits there at his wooden piano, than
all the other pensioners? You know well enough that none of them have
escaped suffering!
And then Gösta looks at them. Oh, such a performance! They all are
sitting there so seriously and listening to this music which nobody hears.
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