“But God watches over him,” interrupts Gösta. “He wakes in him the
thoughts of his youth when he has amassed enough. He gives the minister a
sign when His people need him.”
“But if the minister does not obey the sign, Gösta Berling?”
“He cannot withstand it,” says Gösta, and smiles. “He is so moved by the
thought of the warm cottages which he will help the poor to build.”
The clergyman looks down on the little heaps he had raised from the
sticks of the pile of shame. The longer he talks with Gösta, the more
he is convinced that the latter is right. He had always had the thought
of doing good some day, when he had enough,—of course he had had that
thought.
“Why does he never build the cottages?” he asks shyly.
“He is ashamed. Many would think that he did what he always had meant to
do through fear of the people.”
“He cannot bear to be forced, is that it?”
“He can however do much good secretly. Much help is needed this year. He
can find some one who will dispense his gifts. I understand what it all
means,” cries Gösta, and his eyes shone. “Thousands shall get bread this
year from one whom they load with curses.”
“It shall be so, Gösta.”
A feeling of transport came over the two who had so failed in the
vocation they had chosen. The desire of their youthful days to serve God
and man filled them. They gloated over the good deeds they would do.
Gösta would help the minister.
“We will get bread to begin with,” says the clergyman.
“We will get teachers. We will have a surveyor come, and divide up the
land. Then the people shall learn how to till their fields and tend their
cattle.”
“We will build roads and open new districts.”
“We will make locks at the falls at Berg, so that there will be an open
way between Löfven and Väner.”
“All the riches of the forest will be of double blessing when the way to
the sea is opened.”
“Your head shall be weighed down by blessings,” cries Gösta.
The clergyman looks up. They read in one another’s eyes the same burning
enthusiasm.
But at the same moment the eyes of both fall on the pile of shame.
“Gösta,” says the old man, “all that needs a young man’s strength, but I
am dying. You see what is killing me.”
“Get rid of it!”
“How, Gösta Berling?”
Gösta moves close up to him and looks sharply into his eyes. “Pray to God
for rain,” he says. “You are going to preach next Sunday. Pray for rain.”
The old clergyman sinks down in terror.
“If you are in earnest, if you are not he who has brought the drought to
the land, if you had meant to serve the Most High with your hardness,
pray God for rain. That shall be the token; by that we shall know if God
wishes what we wish.”
When Gösta drove down Broby hill, he was astonished at himself and at
the enthusiasm which had taken hold of him. But it could be a beautiful
life—yes, but not for him. Up there they would have none of his services.
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