“Poverty,” repeats the clergyman,—“poverty has ruined my life.”
“The young minister comes up there,” continues Gösta, “poor as all the
others. He says to the drunkard: Stop drinking!”
“Then the drunkard answers,” interrupts the clergyman: “Give me something
which is better than brandy! Brandy is furs in winter, coolness in
summer. Brandy is a warm house and a soft bed. Give me those, and I will
drink no more.”
“And then,” resumes Gösta, “the minister says to the thief: You shall
not steal; and to the cruel husband: You shall not beat your wife; and
to the superstitious: You shall believe in God and not in devils and
goblins. But the thief answers: Give me bread; and the cruel husband
says: Make us rich, and we will not quarrel; and the superstitious say:
Teach us better. But who can help them without money?”
“It is true, true every word,” cried the clergyman. “They believed in
God, but more in the devil, and most in the mountain goblin. The crops
were all turned into the still. There seemed to be no end to the misery.
In most of the gray cottages there was want. Hidden sorrow made the
women’s tongues bitter. Discomfort drove their husbands to drink. They
could not look after their fields or their cattle. They made a fool of
their minister. What could a man do with them? They did not understand
what I said to them from the pulpit. They did not believe what I wanted
to teach them. And no one to consult, no one who could help me to keep up
my courage.”
“There are those who have stood out,” says Gösta. “God’s grace has been
so great to some that they have not returned from such a life broken men.
They have had strength; they have borne the loneliness, the poverty,
the hopelessness. They have done what little good they could and have
not despaired. Such men have always been and still are. I greet them as
heroes. I will honor them as long as I live. I was not able to stand out.”
“I could not,” added the clergyman.
“The minister up there thinks,” says Gösta, musingly, “that he will be
a rich man, an exceedingly rich man. No one who is poor can struggle
against evil. And so he begins to hoard.”
“If he had not hoarded he would have drunk,” answers the old man; “he
sees so much misery.”
“Or he would become dull and lazy, and lose all strength. It is dangerous
for him who is not born there to come thither.”
“He has to harden himself to hoard. He pretends at first; then it becomes
a habit.”
“He has to be hard both to himself and to others,” continues Gösta; “it
is hard to amass. He must endure hate and scorn; he must go cold and
hungry and harden his heart: it almost seems as if he had forgotten why
he began to hoard.”
The Broby clergyman looked startled at him. He wondered if Gösta sat
there and made a fool of him. But Gösta was only eager and earnest. It
was as if he was speaking of his own life.
“It was so with me,” says the old man quietly.
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