He and the other young men conspired against her. She should think over
how badly she had behaved when she gave herself with her lovely face and
her great fortune to an old man. And they let her sit out ten dances.
She was boiling with rage.
At the eleventh dance came a man, the most insignificant of all, a poor
thing, whom nobody would dance with, and asked her for a turn.
“There is no more bread, bring on the crusts,” she said.
They played a game of forfeits. The fair-haired girls put their heads
together and condemned her to kiss the one she loved best. And with
smiling lips they waited to see the proud beauty kiss old Dahlberg.
But she rose, stately in her anger, and said:—
“May I not just as well give a blow to the one I like the least!”
The moment after Gösta’s cheek burned under her firm hand. He flushed a
flaming red, but he conquered himself, seized her hand, held it fast a
second, and whispered:—
“Meet me in half an hour in the red drawing-room on the lower floor!”
His blue eyes flashed on her, and encompassed her with magical waves. She
felt that she must obey.
* * * * *
She met him with proud and angry words.
“How does it concern you whom I marry?”
He was not ready to speak gently to her, nor did it seem to him best to
speak yet of Ferdinand.
“I thought it was not too severe a punishment for you to sit out ten
dances. But you want to be allowed unpunished to break vows and promises.
If a better man than I had taken your sentence in his hand, he could
have made it harder.”
“What have I done to you and all the others, that I may not be in peace?
It is for my money’s sake you persecute me. I shall throw it into the
Löfven, and any one who wants it can fish it up.”
She put her hands before her eyes and wept from anger.
That moved the poet’s heart. He was ashamed of his harshness. He spoke in
caressing tones.
“Ah, child, child, forgive me! Forgive poor Gösta Berling! Nobody cares
what such a poor wretch says or does, you know that. Nobody weeps for
his anger, one might just as well weep over a mosquito’s bite. It was
madness in me to hope that I could prevent our loveliest and richest girl
marrying that old man. And now I have only distressed you.”
He sat down on the sofa beside her. Gently he put his arm about her
waist, with caressing tenderness, to support and raise her.
She did not move away. She pressed closer to him, threw her arms round
his neck, and wept with her beautiful head on his shoulder.
O poet, strongest and weakest of men, it was not about your neck those
white arms should rest.
“If I had known that,” she whispered, “never would I have taken the old
man. I have watched you this evening; there is no one like you.”
From between pale lips Gösta forced out,—
“Ferdinand.”
She silenced him with a kiss.
“He is nothing; no one but you is anything. To you will I be faithful.”
“I am Gösta Berling,” he said gloomily; “you cannot marry me.”
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