It seemed strange to her that she had sung that great hymn to love. She
had dreamed of love in a cottage, as others have done. Now it seemed odd
to her that she had ever had a dream.
She sighed for naturalness. She was tired of this continual play. She
never had a strong emotion. She only grieved for her beauty, but she
shuddered at the compassion of strangers.
Oh, one second of forgetfulness of herself! One gesture, one word, one
act which was not calculated!
One day, when the rooms had been disinfected and she lay dressed on a
sofa, she had Gösta Berling called. They answered her that he had gone to
the auction at Björne.
* * * * *
At Björne there was in truth a big auction. It was an old, rich home.
People had come long distances to be present at the sale.
Melchior Sinclair had flung all the property in the house together in
the great drawing-room. There lay thousands of articles, collected in
piles, which reached from floor to ceiling.
He had himself gone about the house like an angel of destruction on the
day of judgment, and dragged together what he wanted to sell. Everything
in the kitchen,—the black pots, the wooden chairs, the pewter dishes, the
copper kettles, all were left in peace, for among them there was nothing
which recalled Marianne; but they were the only things which escaped his
anger.
He burst into Marianne’s room, turning everything out. Her doll-house
stood there, and her book-case, the little chair he had had made for her,
her trinkets and clothes, her sofa and bed, everything must go.
And then he went from room to room. He tore down everything he found
unpleasant, and carried great loads down to the auction-room. He panted
under the weight of sofas and marble slabs; but he went on. He had thrown
open the sideboards and taken out the magnificent family silver. Away
with it! Marianne had touched it. He filled his arms with snow-white
damask and with shining linen sheets with hem-stitching as wide as one’s
hand,—honest home-made work, the fruit of many years of labor,—and flung
them down together on the piles. Away with them! Marianne was not worthy
to own them. He stormed through the rooms with piles of china, not caring
if he broke the plates by the dozen, and he seized the hand-painted cups
on which the family arms were burned. Away with them! Let any one who
will use them! He staggered under mountains of bedding from the attic:
bolsters and pillows so soft that one sunk down in them as in a wave.
Away with them! Marianne had slept on them.
He cast fierce glances on the old, well-known furniture. Was there a
chair where she had not sat, or a sofa which she had not used, or a
picture which she had not looked at, a candlestick which had not lighted
her, a mirror which had not reflected her features? Gloomily he shook his
fist at this world of memories. He would have liked to have rushed on
them with swinging club and to have crushed everything to small bits and
splinters.
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