“Well,” said he, sliding the rim of his beaver backwards and forwards
between his fingers, “I suppose I'll have to be going. You're very
plain-spoken, as I might ha' known. I doubt whether we two would make a
good team, and no offence to you, Miss Martha. Only, it'll be a mortal
disappointment to the old man, and--look here, it a'n't worth while to
say anything about it, is it?”
Alfred Barton was strongly tempted to betray the secret reason which
Martha had not yet discovered. After the strong words he had taken from
her, she owed him a kindness, he thought; if she would only allow the
impression that the matter was still undecided--that more time (which a
coy young maiden might reasonably demand) had been granted! On the other
hand, he feared that her clear, firm integrity of character would be
repelled by the nature of his motive. He was beginning to feel, greatly
to his own surprise, a profound respect for her.
“If my father questions me about your visit,” she said, “I shall tell
him simply that I have declined your offer. No one else is likely to ask
me.”
“I don't deny,” he continued, still lingering near the door, “that I've
been urged by my father--yours, too, for that matter--to make the offer.
But I don't want you to think hard of me. I've not had an easy time of
it, and if you knew everything, you'd see that a good deal isn't rightly
to be laid to my account.”
He spoke sadly, and so genuine a stamp of unhappiness was impressed upon
his face, that Martha's feeling of commiseration rose to the surface.
“You'll speak to me, when we happen to meet?” he said.
“If I did not,” she answered, “every one would suspect that something
had occurred. That would be unpleasant for both of us. Do not think that
I shall bear malice against you; on the contrary, I wish you well.”
He stooped, kissed her hand, and then swiftly, silently, and with
averted head, left the room.
CHAPTER XVII.
CONSULTATIONS.
When Dr. Deane returned home, in season for supper, he found Martha and
Betsy Lavender employed about their little household matters. The former
showed no lack of cheerfulness or composure, nor, on the other hand, any
such nervous unrest as would be natural to a maiden whose hand had just
been asked in marriage. The Doctor could not at all guess, from her
demeanor, whether anything had happened during his absence. That Alfred
Barton had not remained was rather an unfavorable circumstance; but
then, possibly, he had not found courage to speak. All things being
considered, it seemed best that he should say nothing to Martha, until
he had had another interview with his prospective son-in-law.
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