"Yes. Coming down Putney Hill."
"Yes, she said she was going to take a walk," Louie remarked.
But to herself she cried with conviction: "I knew it--I knew it--I
knew it!"
For the rest of the evening she was lost in her own thoughts. Miss
Cora Mayville worked a hand sewing machine; Miss Dot and her Registrar
played bézique at a separate table; other nurses, in print aprons or
cloaked and bonneted, came and went; but Louie sat and gazed into the
fire. When spoken to she smiled mechanically and then resumed her
gazing. There was no more continuity in her thoughts than there was in
the shape of the flames that illumined her grey eyes. Roy appeared in
them for a moment or two--she had seen Roy's name in _The Gazette_ a
week before--and then Roy was supplanted by Burnett Minor. Her old
French governess at Trant popped up for no particular reason, and then
she too gave place to Mr. Mackie. She heard Buck saying again, "That
little girl"--and then came a wrangle between Dot and her Registrar.
In the adjoining kitchen she heard sounds of frying, and then somebody
came in to lay the table for supper. The gas rose and whistled as the
stove in the next room was turned off. The three night nurses came
down. Louie had her gruel where she sat, and at half-past nine went
upstairs again. She got into bed, and dreamed that night that she was
dancing with Mr. Jeffries again at the breaking-up party. Her hand lay
like a willow leaf in his. "_You_ understand," he was saying to her;
"it's no good hiding things from _you_; _you've_ got the key of it
all. It had to be somebody, and you'd left. There was only Kitty for
it. You see what an ignominious thing you escape. Don't tell me how
degrading it is; I know it; but I'd do it a thousand times for the
woman I loved and meant to marry."
Louie knew, in her dream, who that was.
Then she awoke with a start. The street lamp outside, shining through
the venetian blinds, made long bars of light on the walls and ceiling.
The hot-water bottle at her feet was cold. She heard the creaking of
Dot's bed in the little dressing-room adjoining, and the minute
ticking of her watch on the table by her bed-head. But what had woke
her had been the sound of her own reply, in her dream, to Mr.
Jeffries.
"You'll shuffle Kitty off," she had replied, still dancing with him,
"but _I_ should have found a way to keep you."
Then, with a deep sigh, she turned and went to sleep again.
III
Her boy was born towards the end of June. Her mother did not visit
her; instead, she sent a letter the chief characteristic of which was
fright that she had dared even so far to disobey her brother. Louie
understood, and in her dictated reply made allowances. She wondered
whether she should write to Roy also, but in the end did not. The
child was born at three o'clock in the morning; he was hardly six
hours old when Buck arrived. The old champion stood looking down on
his little girl's little boy. It was long before he spoke.
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