Her head was on one side; her short hair, as she brushed it, hardly
reached farther than the sharp point of her shoulder; and Louie was
thinking of that spurious engagement again. And suddenly--this had
happened before, but never before with so keen a stab--the thought set
her raging.... She herself had been so near!... Her elbow caught her
cup of cocoa; it spilt, and ran in a little stream from the corner of
the mantelpiece.... So near! And once again she cried to herself that
_she_ would have known how to keep him, Roy or no Roy!... Kitty? What
could his courtship of Kitty and her bones have been? _She_ would
have shown him the difference! To have been so near and then--Mortlake
Road, Putney!
Suddenly there seemed to her to be a great deal to be said for
conventional morality after all.
For a moment her heart was full of hate--hate of Kitty, hate of Evie
Jeffries, hate of Roy, hate of herself. To have been so near!
But the sharpness of it died down to a sullen ache. In his affairs he
seemed to be going up, up; she had always known he would; and less
than ever might she expect to hear from him now. And he would take his
common little wife up with him. He might go anywhere, meet anybody;
but sourly she wondered what sort of a figure he supposed his Evie
would cut up there--would have cut at Trant or Mallard Bois? Oh, Louie
would dearly have liked to see her there, to have pointed to her, and
to have told Jim to his face that whatever ability he might have
seemed to be yoked with an unimaginable stupidity, since he had not
known instantly the one woman for him.
Well, there was simply no accounting for these things.
But if he was going up, Louie did not very much like the channel by
which she had received the information. She had known that Kitty saw
Miriam Levey; now she seemed to hear her thick voice again, "I _vill_
find out!" She was aware, too, that there was little love lost between
Miriam Levey and herself. She herself had encouraged Kitty in her
present attitude of "Mister Jeffries," but it only needed the Jewess
to propose the contrary attitude and in all probability there would be
a struggle between them for the possession of Kitty. She detested
Kitty; yet in order that Evie Jeffries might make an exhibition of
herself among the people whose equal Louie was, Louie had to put up
with her, bones and chilblains and all! Much he left her, didn't he?
Good gracious, yes! And it was about time he was told that flesh and
blood women weren't made like that!
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