"Oh, you do--you do! How--how can I give him more--than I've got? Oh, you think you know, but you don't--you don't know what I've gone through--you've never had that horrible morning--when I was to have been married--and I never expected Jeff to propose, but he did----" "Oh, for goodness' sake, get up!" Louie cried. "He did--one day--and I said No at first, but he caught hold of me.... And even then I was jealous about Kitty--I know I'm jealous--but he told me afterwards that I needn't be jealous of poor Kitty because he'd only done it because he thought he couldn't have me--I know I'm jealous--it hurts sometimes so that I can only cry and cry----" Louie hadn't wanted this at all. Again she cried: "Oh, get up!" but Evie continued to sob. "And then when Jeff saw you--that night--at Billy's--it was worse than ever, but I kept it from him. I'm not like you, Louie--it's no good my telling myself I don't mind--even though I knew it was all an accident it was like a knife----" "Oh, don't lie there like that!" Louie muttered. "And then Miriam Levey reminded me of that thing Archie had said--but he's dead now--and I know it was absurd, but I did think he liked you. You've--such ways, you see--I expect you've been a governess or something in swell houses--I've got to learn them too, now, but Jeff says I'm really very quick at it----" Louie was pacing the floor now, but more slowly and with downhung head. This was the very last thing she had wanted. More than ever she hated this unresisting piece of pulp; but strike again she could not; no, not with Evie's soul as it were a naked picture for her to set her foot upon. And unless she did strike it was now quite, quite final. To take it lying down! Gladly she would have goaded her into a fresh show of resistance; contemptuously she would have told her to stand up and fight; but the child--Louie felt her to be a child, and herself a faded woman--was merely beyond all decency exposed. Louie only wanted to cover her up again as quickly as possible--her confessions, her abjectness, her appalling artlessnesses, her humiliating appeals. She was beginning to sob once more. "Oh, don't go on like that; do get up and pull yourself together!" Louie snapped. "I do love him--I haven't anything else to give him--except my life--he could have that--you couldn't give him more than that----" "I could stop blubbering for him," said Louie curtly, resuming her walk.