Yes, it was final. Evie had overcome; Louie now backed out of the
whole affair. If Jim liked to tell her of his own accord, well and
good; it still seemed the only way out; but what was the good even
then? Evie Jeffries would no more acquire love as Louie understood it
than she would ever acquire the _nous_ to preside without betrayals at
Jim's table at Iddesleigh Gate. And if Evie had lost Jim, so had
Louie. By her silence she was relinquishing him now. She saw his image
recede, slowly, slowly, as if it had been indeed that ship of her
fancy, outward bound, her own vessel already condemned for breaking
up. Yes, the ship was drawing away. The eyes of her spirit tired of
watching it; surely now she might turn them elsewhere; but no--there
it was still, very small, leaning, no doubt, to a brisk breeze, but
hardly appearing to move.... No, it was not gone even yet; that sudden
anguished searching for it was but a trick of the eyes; it was still
there--a speck----
And it had only needed six words: "James Herbert Jeffries killed
Archie Merridew."
Suddenly Louie herself sank to the floor by Jimmy's cot. Evie heard
her sinking. She rose from the bed and ran to her. But Louie cried
aloud and put up her hand.
"For God's sake don't touch me--go now--and say nothing."
The touch of Evie Jeffries would have been more than she could have
borne.
* * * * *
"Mother, there _is_ a gentleman!"
It was Jimmy's voice outside the door.
Slowly Louie rose to her feet. "Very well," she called shakily; "talk
to him till I come. Please go at once," she added to Evie.
Evie began: "I'm sorry I said----"
"Oh, do you want me to strike you?"
"Can't I--do anything--for you?"
"_Go!_"
She heard the outer door close behind Evie Jeffries. By that time her
eyes were straining at a wide and empty horizon....
VII
§_a_
What followed when, after a few minutes during which Louie bathed her
face in the bathroom, she entered her sitting-room again, fell
mercifully flat. Any visit would have been an anti-climax; a visit now
from Roy--it was Roy--was even welcome for that reason. If she must
see him, best get it over.
He was sitting on a rush-seated chair with Jimmy between his knees.
Jimmy was playing with his watch. Save that the rims of his stolid
porcelain-blue eyes were pinkish, as if with suppressed tears, he had
not greatly changed. He wore a braided morning-coat; his silk hat,
stick and gloves lay on another chair. His watch slipped from his
boy's hand and dangled by its chain as he rose. His voice carried
Louie instantly back to the carpenter's shed at Rainham Parva.
"It's me, you see, Louie; here I am, like a bad penny, always turning
up."
Louie spoke listlessly. "How are you? I'll get you some tea."
A minute later, with a "May I come in here?" he had followed her into
the kitchen. He merely got in her way, if she could be said, in her
complete exhaustion, to have a way at all. She was cutting bread and
butter.
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