"Oh, what's a girl like you know about it!" she broke out. "Yes, I
know they'll keep me till then, but you don't know anything at all
about it! You would if you'd had my upbringing! You don't know what
the struggle is. You think digging and carrying pots is hard work; you
wouldn't if you'd seen what I've seen! When you go to London it's just
shopping and theatres and suppers and things; but just you try to keep
a small bookseller's accounts for him, when they're hardly worth
keeping, I mean, and collecting his debts when all his money's tied up
in stock and your father's nearly bankrupt--not that he's ever
solvent--you'd know what I meant then!"
Then the unexpected outbreak stopped suddenly.
Louie stood silently staring. She disliked seeing anybody cry.
Richenda's words had little meaning for her; she supposed they
contained a hidden meaning somewhere. Then the copper-haired girl
went on, more quietly but no less bitterly:
"I should get a hundred pounds a year on the staff here," she said,
"that is, if they won't waste me half-days just out of spite, like
they're doing this morning. That's nothing to you. You others are here
just for pocket-money, but we live on your pocket-money. I suppose I
oughtn't to have come here at all. Not among all you. But I begged
father to let me. Father once apologised to me--that was when there
was a distraint out against him, if you know what that is--because he
wasn't rich. Fathers ought all to be rich, he said. There are seven of
us girls at home, and only one married. Oh, I tell you, you don't
know!"
Louie wondered why she preferred Richenda Earle loud and striving for
the popularity she never got to Richenda Earle unburdening herself
thus. She herself went brightly masked, and disliked to see another's
mind naked. Richenda's mind was stripped now. It was distasteful.
Somehow or other Richenda contrived to miss both the balm of
popularity and the solace of private sympathy.
"I'm--I'm awfully sorry," Louie said awkwardly and a little stiffly.
At the tone Richenda drew in instantly.
"It doesn't matter," she said, compressing her lips and beginning to
straighten her hair. "I shall just have to buck up, that's all. But
girls of your class don't know anything about it, so you needn't think
you do. There's the first gong. Come on."
As they passed the dairies a rabble of students raced past the end of
the house on their way to the boot-lockers. Louie and Richenda entered
by the side door. Richenda plunged at once into the scramble for
house-slippers, but Louie, not having put on her garden boots that
day, did not need to change. It was too late now to put on another
dress. She waited by the inner door.
Suddenly she was spied by Burnett Minor. The child rushed towards her,
a book in her hand.
"Are you going, Causton?" she shouted.
There was a loud "Ssssh!" They could be heard from the dining-room.
The girls flocked round Louie, and hoarse, excited whispers broke out:
"Are you going?"
"She's dressed!"
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