Barton, Clara, 1821-1912; Nurses -- United States -- Biography
But the other knee was not a wound to heal by first intention,
especially under its peculiar dressing, and finally had to be revealed.
The result was a surgical dressing and my foot held up in a chair for
three weeks, during which time I read the “Arabian Nights” from end to
end. As the first dressing was finished, I heard the surgeon say to my
father: “that was a hard case, Captain, but she stood it like a
soldier.” But when I saw how genuinely they all pitied, and how tenderly
they nursed me, even walking lightly about the house not to jar my
swollen and fevered limbs, in spite of my disobedience and detestable
deception (and persevered in at that), my Sabbath breaking and
unbecoming conduct, and all the trouble I had caused, conscience
revived, and my mental suffering far exceeded my physical. The Arabian
Nights were none too powerful a soporific to hold me in reasonable
bounds. I despised myself and failed to sleep or eat.
My mother, perceiving my remorseful condition, came to the rescue,
telling me soothingly, that she did not think it the worst thing that
could have been done, that other little girls had probably done as
badly, and strengthened her conclusions by telling me how she once
persisted in riding a high mettled unbroken horse in opposition to her
father’s commands, and was thrown. My supposition is that she had been a
worthy mother of her equestrian son.
The lesson was not lost on any of the group. It is very certain that
none of us, boys or girls, indulged in further smart tricks. Twenty-five
years later, when on a visit to the old home, long left, I saw my
father, then a grey-haired grandsire, out on the same little pond,
fitting the skates carefully to the feet of his little twin
granddaughters, holding them up to make their first start in safety, I
remembered my wounded knees, and blessed the great Father that progress
and change were among the possibilities of His people.
I never learned to skate. When it became fashionable I had neither time
nor opportunity.
Along these lines I recall another disappointment, which, though not
vital, was still indicative of the times. During the following winter a
dancing school was opened in the hall of the one hotel on Oxford Plain,
some three miles from us. It was taught by a personal friend of my
father, a polished gentleman, resident of a neighboring town, and
teacher of English schools. By some chance I got a glimpse of the
dancing school at the opening, and was seized with a most intense desire
to go and learn to dance. With my peculiar characteristics it was
necessary for me to want a thing very much before mentioning it; but
this overcame me, especially as the cordial teacher took tea with us one
evening before going to his school, and spoke very interestingly of his
classes. I even went so far as to beg permission to go. The dance was in
my very feet. The violin haunted me. “Ladies change” and “all hands
round” sounded in my ears and woke me from my sleep at night.
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