Barton, Clara, 1821-1912; Nurses -- United States -- Biography
My first individual ownership was “Button.” In personality (if the term
be admissible), Button represented a sprightly, medium-sized, very white
dog, with silky ears, sparkling black eyes and a very short tail. His
bark spoke for itself. Button belonged to me. No other claim was
instituted, or ever had been. It was said that on my entrance into the
family, Button constituted himself my guardian. He watched my first
steps and tried to pick me up when I fell down. One was never seen
without the other. He proved an apt and obedient pupil, obeying me
precept upon precept, if not line upon line. He stood on two feet to ask
for his food, and made a bow on receiving it, walked on three legs when
very lame, and so on, after the manner of his crude instruction; went
everywhere with me through the day, waited patiently while I said my
prayers and continued his guard on the foot of the bed at night. Button
shared my board as well as my bed. This fact gave opportunity for an
amusing bit of sport for the family at my expense, as was their wont.
One would, with considerable ado (to lend importance to the occasion),
make me a present of some divisible luxury, as cake or candies. This
called, on my part, for positive orders to all to sit down and share my
gift with me, as I never partook of it alone. A line or circle was
formed, comprising the entire family, Button occupying the last seat. I
then proceeded to make a careful hand count of each, including Button;
then retired and accurately divided my gift, a piece for each, but not
myself, as I was not in the count. I then went and gave a piece to every
one. The fun came in watching the silent wonderment and resignation with
which I contemplated my own empty hands, a condition of things I could
not at all comprehend, but made no complaint. Of course, each in
generous sympathy offered to give back to me his or her piece; but here
came in my careful mother’s protest and command, so seldom heard. “No,”
I must not be taught to think I could give a thing and still possess it,
or its value. A gift must be outright. I must do earnestly all that I
did. Each might generously give me back a very small piece, to make in
all no more than would have been my share, and I must be made to
understand that even this was a favor and not a right. I then went
around and received my crumbs. This all went well till I came to Button.
When I held out my hand for his little charity, he had nothing for me. I
could never understand this discourtesy of Button.
This was one of the many jokes reserved for me as I grew older. But far
above and beyond it all, as the years sped on, and the hands were still,
shone the gleam of the far-sighted mother’s watchfulness that neither
toil could obscure, nor mirth relax.
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