'He's been a very good boy,' said Dame Foster, looking at my father
in a wistful kind of way, as he stood settling something that had got
wrong in Billy's harness.
'I'm glad he's not been troublesome,' he answered slowly.
'He never was. Stephen Lisle'--she laid her hand anxiously on his
arm--'he's but a little boy to be left without his mother. You'll take
good care of him.'
'I must do the best I can, ma'am,' my father said after a minute,
without looking at her.
How much afraid they all seemed to be that my father would be unkind
to me. I wondered over it as White Billy trotted with us up the sandy
lane. It was nothing new to me that he should drive on without saying a
word. I had never been afraid of him, and I fell to questioning again
whether he was heart-broken, and looking up into his face to see if I
could find any signs of it. No; it did not seem as if he were thinking
of anything in particular, unless it might be the pony, who had found
it hard work to drag the cart through the heavy sand-track at a trot,
and so had fallen back into a sober walk.
Since then I have often heard people say that Stephen Lisle was never
just the same man after his wife died. Very likely they were right, and
that it was because I was not old enough to read the marks trouble had
left upon him that I could see no change.
I did not think about him long. The Castle came in sight. We crossed
the bridge and went slowly up the hill. I knew quite well that my
mother was not there, and yet my heart would beat faster and faster.
Home at last, and how unchanged! The same flowerpots in the window, the
roses blooming still. The door stood half open and inside the black cat
sat purring in the sun.
I went in alone, looked all round, opened the door leading into the
inner kitchen where I used to be sure of finding her. The flies buzzed
in the window, and through the stillness the clock ticked slow and loud.
I knew she was not there, yet I called 'Mother,' under my breath, and
when no one answered a terror of loneliness came over me. I rushed out
of the house and round the corner, blinded by quick-coming tears. There
was the well, and the bucket by the side standing half full of water
just as it had stood that day.
Oh, if only I had never given the cup of water to the dying soldier! If
he had never come--and yet mother's message said that she was glad.
Some one was standing at the well, leaning over it and looking, as I
used to do, into the far-down water. It was the soldier's son, Cuthbert
Franklyn.
I could not bear that the strange boy should see me cry. I put up both
my hands to hide my face, but I suppose he saw the tears trickling
through my fingers, for I felt his hand touch mine, and heard him say
'Poor boy!'
In a minute--I don't quite know how--my arms were round his neck. We
were very little fellows then, but we have loved one another ever since.
Cuthbert's eyes were full of tears.
'Somehow it seems as if it was all my fault.'
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