She was sorry for a few minutes, but then she ran away to us and forgot
it all. Often there were two big tears on her cheeks when she left
home, but by the time she had got past the keep the wind had dried
the tears, and she was singing again. She left her troubles behind
and forgot them: forgot the sturdy uproarious Robin, the stolidly
domineering Walter--her brother's little twin boys--forgot even that
passionate blue-eyed baby Phillis, the greatest tyrant of them all.
You may be sure that my mother was all the kinder to Hildred because
she had no parents of her own.
The little maiden brought all her small troubles to be cured by my
mother, as grown up people brought her their big troubles. Everyone
that knew my mother came to her. She had remedies for all ills, I
think, from a scratched arm to a broken heart. No one went away from
her without taking some comfort with them. Many people have told me
this. I scarcely know it by my own experience, for as long as she lived
I never needed comfort.
My father was a man of very few words. He seldom came home until the
evening, and then he liked to sit perfectly silent, with his pipe in
his mouth, in the chimney corner if it was winter, or in summer on a
stone bench outside the door.
I was not a bit afraid of him, and chattered on to my mother just the
same, whether he was there or not. I do not know if he ever listened to
what she and I said to one another. At all events he never joined in
our long talks. My mother taught me to look up to him and honour him,
and so I did, but in a far-off sort of a fashion, much as I honoured
our sovereign lord King George.
But she seemed to belong to me so completely that it would have
surprised me very much if father or anyone else had set up a claim on
her that came in the way of my rights.
He was welcome to talk with her, as I sometimes heard him doing, in
slow deep sentences, after my mother had bidden me good night in the
long light summer evening. But she was mine till bed-time.
Bed-time! how I hated the word then! How it brings back now the dear
vision of a little white nest, of a few last thoughts in the waning
light, of hours of dreamless sleep. Then of a glad awakening in the
morning with sunshine on my face, and mother by my bed.
There was an old well under the wall that used to frighten and yet
attract me, it was so very deep and dark. I always fancied that some
unknown danger lurked in its depths, yet I could not resist the
temptation of peering down into it, to see through all the fern and
broad-leaved mulleins, the black water far below marked by one round
spot of light, where the reflection from the sky touched the surface.
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