Johnson was generally melancholy, the result of his miserable health to
a great extent. Yet his pessimism never affected his wonderfully tender
heart. Of his pension he barely spent a third on himself. His house
became, after the death of his wife, the haven for a variety of
unfortunate and homeless people, and there lived in it Miss Williams, a
blind lady, whose temper was not sweet; Levett, a waiter, who had become
a quack doctor; Mrs. Desmoulins, and her daughter, old Lichfield
acquaintances, and a certain Miss Carmichael. Needless to say there was
very little peace in that household, and the poor old Doctor often
dreaded going home. "Williams hates everybody," he wrote to his really
good friends, the Thrales. "Levett hates Desmoulins, and does not love
Williams; Desmoulins hates them both; Poll Carmichael loves none of
them."
And yet this "rugged old giant," as he has been called, provided for
them all, and for many others who came and went at their will, and who
grumbled if everything was not exactly to their liking. As his bodily
sufferings increased, he nerved himself to face the end with a
touchingly childlike confidence. His thoughts wandered back to his
wife. "We have been parted thirty years," he said. "Perhaps she is now
praying for me. God help me. God, Thou art merciful, hear my prayers,
and enable me to trust in Thee." Years before, when wandering about the
dark aisles with Goldsmith, he had pointed to the sleeping figures
around, saying, "And our names may perhaps be mixed with theirs." So
now he was delighted when, in answer to his question, he was told that
he would be buried in Westminster Abbey. "Do not give me any more
physic," he asked the doctor at the very last; "I desire to render up my
soul to God unclouded."
His funeral was a very quiet one, in great contrast to Garrick’s, but
his executors felt that "a cathedral service with lights and music"
would have been too costly; as it was, the Dean and Chapter charged high
fees, and the expenses came to more than two hundred pounds. But
Boswell assures us that a "respectable number of his friends attended,"
and though the Abbey holds many a greater name than that of Samuel
Johnson, few that sleep there carried a braver, kindlier heart
throughout a life of constant suffering.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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