The Strand Magazine, Vol. 01, January 1891: An Illustrated Monthly — John Shaqi
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The Strand Magazine, Vol. 01, January 1891: An Illustrated Monthly
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come back to her, with profuse expressions of penitence for the wrong he
had never done, to make it all up again in the orthodox fashion. She
never intended the real tragedy that was so soon to follow. She was only
playing with her victim--only trying, woman-like, her power over
Ughtred.
So she sat there still, and cried and cried on, minute after minute, in
an ecstasy of misery, till the sunset began to glow deeper red in the
western sky, and the bell to ring the curfew in Holmbury Tower. Then it
dawned upon her slowly, with a shock of surprise, that after
all--incredible! impossible!--Ughtred had positively taken her at her
word, and wasn't coming back at all to-night to her.
At that, the usual womanly terror seized upon her soul. Her heart turned
faint. This was too terrible. Great heavens, what had she done? Had she
tried Ughtred too far, and had he really gone? Was he never going to
return to her at all? Had he said good-bye in earnest to her for ever
and ever?
Terrified at the thought, and weak with crying, she rose and straggled
down the narrow footpath toward the further crossing. It was getting
late now, and Netta by this time was really frightened. She wished with
all her heart she hadn't sent away Ughtred--if it were only for the
tramps: a man is such a comfort. And then there was that dreadful dog at
Milton Court to pass. And Ughtred was gone, and all the world was
desolate.
Thinking these things in a tumult of fear to herself, she staggered
along the path, feeling tired at heart, and positively ill with remorse
and terror. The colour had faded now out of her pretty red cheeks. Her
eyes were dim and swollen with crying. She was almost half glad Ughtred
couldn't see her just then, she was such a fright with her long spell of
brooding. Even her bright print dress and her straw hat with the poppies
in it, couldn't redeem, she felt sure, her pallor and her wretchedness.
But Ughtred was gone, and the world was a wilderness. And he would never
come back, and the dog at Milton Court was so vicious.
As she walked, or rather groped her way (for she couldn't see for
crying) down the path by the hedge, at every step she grew fainter and
fainter. Ughtred was gone; and the world was a blank; and there were
tramps and dogs; and it was getting dark; and she loved him so much; and
Mamma would be so angry.
Turning over which thoughts with a whirling brain, for she was but a
girl after all, she reached the little swing-gate that led to the
railway, and pushed it aside with vague numbed hands, and stood gazing
vacantly at the long curved line in front of her.
[Illustration: "SHE CRIED AND CRIED."]
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