The Strand Magazine, Vol. 01, No. 03, March 1891: An Illustrated MonthlyVarious
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The Strand Magazine, Vol. 01, No. 03, March 1891: An Illustrated Monthly
Various
English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
Winter set in, and put a stop to their meetings. But their
correspondence became all the more active. Vladimir begged Maria in
every letter to give herself up to him that they might get married
secretly, hide for a while, and then throw themselves at the feet of
their parents, who would of course in the end be touched by their heroic
constancy and say to them, "Children, come to our arms!"
Maria hesitated a long while, and out of many different plans proposed,
that of flight was for a time rejected. At last, however, she consented.
On the appointed day she was to decline supper, and retire to her room
under the plea of a headache. She and her maid, who was in the secret,
were then to go out into the garden by the back stairs, and beyond the
garden they would find a sledge ready for them, would get into it and
drive a distance of five miles from Nenaradova, to the village of
Jadrino, straight to the church, where Vladimir would be waiting for
them.
On the eve of the decisive day, Maria did not sleep all night; she was
packing and tying up linen and dresses. She wrote, moreover, a long
letter to a friend of hers, a sentimental young lady; and another to her
parents. Of the latter, she took leave in the most touching terms. She
excused the step she was taking by reason of the unconquerable power of
love, and wound up by declaring that she should consider it the happiest
moment of her life when she was allowed to throw herself at the feet of
her dearest parents. Sealing both letters with a Toula seal, on which
were engraven two flaming hearts with an appropriate inscription, she at
last threw herself upon her bed before daybreak, and dosed off, though
even then she was awakened from one moment to another by terrible
thoughts. First it seemed to her that at the moment of entering the
sledge in order to go and get married, her father stopped her, and with
cruel rapidity dragged her over the snow, and threw her into a dark
bottomless cellar--down which she fell headlong with an indescribable
sinking of the heart. Then she saw Vladimir, lying on the grass, pale
and bleeding; with his dying breath he implored her to make haste and
marry him. Other hideous and senseless visions floated before her one
after another. Finally, she rose paler than usual, and with a real
headache.
Both her father and her mother remarked her indisposition. Their tender
anxiety and constant inquiries, "What is the matter with you, Masha--are
you ill?" cut her to the heart. She tried to pacify them and to appear
cheerful; but she could not. Evening set in. The idea that she was
passing the day for the last time in the midst of her family oppressed
her. In her secret heart she took leave of everybody, of everything
which surrounded her.
Supper was served; her heart beat violently. In a trembling voice she
declared that she did not want any supper, and wished her father and
mother goodnight. They kissed her, and as usual blessed her; and she
nearly wept.
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