The Strand Magazine, Vol. 07, Issue 41, May, 1894: An Illustrated MonthlyVarious
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The Strand Magazine, Vol. 07, Issue 41, May, 1894: An Illustrated Monthly
Various
English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
I found I could spare the time, and sat down willingly in a chair
at the side of the hearth. He looked at me with a faint dawning of
pleasure in his sunken eyes.
"What can I order for you?" he asked. "Brandy-and-soda and cigars? I'll
join you in a weed, if you like."
I declined either to smoke or drink, and tried to draw the young man
into a light conversation.
As I did so, finding my efforts, I must confess, but poorly responded
to, I watched my patient closely. Hitherto he had merely been my
patient. My mission had been to drag him back by cart-ropes if
necessary from the edge of the valley of death. He was now completely
out of danger, and although indulgence in the vice to which he was
addicted would undoubtedly cause a repetition of the attack, there was
at present nothing to render me medically anxious about him. For the
first time, therefore, I gave Wilfred Tollemache the critical attention
which it was my wont to bestow on those who were to be my friends.
He was not more than twenty-three or twenty-four years of age--a big,
rather bony fellow, loosely built. He had heavy brows, his eyes were
deeply set, his lips were a little tremulous and wanting in firmness,
his skin was flabby. He had a very sweet and pleasant smile, however,
and notwithstanding the weakness caused by his terrible infirmity, I
saw at once that there were enough good points in him to make it worth
any man's while to try to set him on his legs once more.
I drew the conversation round to his personal history, and found that
he was willing enough to confide in me.
He was an American by birth, but had spent so much time in Europe, and
in England in particular, that no very strong traces of his nationality
were apparent in his bearing and manner. He was an only son, and had
unlimited wealth at his command.
"How old are you?" I asked.
"Twenty-three, my last birthday."
"In short," I said, rising as I spoke, standing before the hearth, and
looking down at him, "no man has brighter prospects than you--you have
youth, money, and I doubt not, from the build of your head, an abundant
supply of brains. In short, you can do anything you like with your
life."
He gave a hollow sort of laugh, and poking the ashes out of his pipe,
prepared to fill it again.
"I wouldn't talk cant, if I were you," he said.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"Well, that sort of speech of yours would befit a parson."
"Pardon me," I rejoined, "I but express the sentiments of any man who
values moral worth, and looks upon life as a great responsibility to be
accounted for."
He fidgeted uneasily in his chair. He was in no mood for any further
advice, and I prepared to leave him.
"You will be well enough to go out to-morrow," I said, as I bade him
good-bye.
He scarcely replied to me. I saw that he was in the depths of that
depression which generally follows attacks like his. I said a word or
two to the nurse at leaving, and went away.
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