The Strand Magazine, Vol. 27, Issue 160, April, 1904Various
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The Strand Magazine, Vol. 27, Issue 160, April, 1904
Various
English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
The girls who had _rôles_ were wild with delight. They had had committee
meetings, at which they discussed the quality of the piece, and I may add
that it was unanimously pronounced perfectly wonderful. All around me I
heard nothing but exclamations of joy and admiration, and I alone was
wretched, absolutely wretched, for I had no _rôle_. What misery I endured
in the midst of all this joy! My dear Mother--as we called the elder girls
who looked after us--never thought of trying to comfort me nor yet to
reason with me; she was too much taken up herself with the great event. I
could, therefore, weep and fume to my heart's content. I knew all the
_rôles_ by heart, and I thought that most of the girls recited their parts
very badly. Finally I undertook to coach Louise Bugnet in her _rôle_. She
was to play the part of the guiding angel, and she could not manage it at
all. She was ten years old, and I liked her very much. She was my special
friend. "How silly you are!" I said to her. "If I were in your place I
should not be at all nervous. Listen! this is how I should say it." And
standing in front of her I went through her part, and she then repeated it
much better after me. But the next day, at the final rehearsal, in the
large room which we used on holidays, she was seized with such a trembling
fit that she could not utter a single word. We were all there together, and
Mother Sainte-Appoline was drilling us in her own way. She imitated
Monseigneur Sibour, who was to be present at the performance, and she said,
"When he does like this you must all clap," and when she clapped her long,
delicate hands together, it sounded as though there were cotton-wool
between them.
I should have enjoyed all this immensely if I had not been furious. I knew
all the _rôles_ and had not a single word to say. Most of the girls were
beaming with pride; Louise Bugnet alone was crying and sobbing. I thought
her very stupid.
"That child will never get through her part," exclaimed the Mother
Superior.
"Oh, no, I can't; I am sure I can't!" sobbed my poor little friend.
There was a general uproar, and all at once I felt my childish heart leap
with the wildest joy. The blood seemed to boil in my veins, and, rushing
from the platform, I jumped on to a form. "Mother! Mother!" I exclaimed, "I
know the _rôle_. Would you like me to take it?"
Everybody was looking at me. I was trembling, but I felt quite brave. I
knew the part and was sure of myself.
Mother Sainte-Sophie, the Superior of the Convent, an adorable creature
(one of the happy memories of my childhood), answered: "Well, my dear, let
me hear you."
I tossed back my refractory hair, and, bold and panting, proceeded to
recite the _rôle_ of the guiding angel.
"There!" I exclaimed, when I came to the end.
My schoolfellows laughed, the sisters smiled, but, very much encouraged, I
mounted on to the little platform and the rehearsal commenced.
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