The Strand Magazine, Vol. 27, Issue 160, April, 1904Various
General
The Strand Magazine, Vol. 27, Issue 160, April, 1904
Various
English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
I spent two years at this school, and I learned to read, write, and do
sums. I also learned plenty of new games, and to sing _rondeaux_ and
embroider handkerchiefs for mamma.
I was comparatively happy on the whole, because we went out on Sundays and
Thursdays, and I had a sort of sensation of liberty on those days. The sun
in the street seemed to me quite different from the sun in the big garden
belonging to the school. My Aunt Felix Faure (no relation to the wife of
the late President) often fetched me and took me out with her. There was a
little brook running through the grounds round her house at Neuilly, and I
used to spend hours fishing in it with my two cousins, a boy and a girl.
These two years passed by peacefully enough, the chief events being my
terrible fits of temper, which upset the whole school occasionally, and
ended usually by my spending two or three days in the sick-room. One day
Aunt Rosine arrived suddenly, to take me away altogether. My father had
written giving orders as to where I was to be placed, and these orders were
imperative. My mother was travelling, so she had sent word to my aunt, who
had hurried off at once between two dances, to carry out the instructions
she had received.
The idea that I was to be ordered about without any regard to my own wishes
or inclinations put me into an indescribable rage. I rolled about on the
ground, uttering the most heartrending cries. I yelled out all kinds of
reproaches, blaming mamma, my aunts, and Mme. Fressard for not finding some
way to keep me with her. The struggle lasted two hours, and while I was
being dressed I escaped twice into the garden and attempted to climb the
trees and to throw myself into the pond, in which there was more mud than
water.
[Illustration: THE GRAND CHAMP CONVENT, VERSAILLES.
_From a Photo. by C. Robert, Paris._]
Finally, when I was completely exhausted and subdued, I was taken off
sobbing in my aunt's carriage.
I stayed three days at her house, as I was so feverish that they all
thought I was sickening for some illness. It proved to be nothing but the
result of my wild fit of anger.
* * * * *
I will pass over some pages which my readers will find later on in my
Memoirs, and will go on to the time when I was at the Grand Champ Convent
at Versailles, whither I had been taken after various events.
* * * * *
Endowed with a lively imagination and with an extremely sensitive nature,
the Christian legend appealed both to my heart and mind. The Divine Martyr
became my ideal, and the Mother with the Seven Sorrows I simply worshipped.
An event which seemed simple enough in itself, but which was very
important, as, indeed, everything is which disturbs, if only for an hour,
the tranquillity of convent life, served to attach me more strongly than
ever to this peaceful home. It seemed to me to be the place for all earthly
happiness and the road to eternal peace in the next world.
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