The Strand Magazine, Vol. 27, January 1904, No. 157Various
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The Strand Magazine, Vol. 27, January 1904, No. 157
Various
English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
Aunt Sarah had never been so angry before in her life. She was an
extraordinarily disagreeable old woman--disagreeable in a masterly,
cold-blooded, incisive way, partly because disagreeable speech was a
genuine expression of her nature, partly because she had discovered in
the course of years that she gained more by being disagreeable, which
came easy to her, than by being pleasant, which did not. One of the
weapons of her armoury was the feigning of anger, and few could stand
upright before her wrath. But for this very reason she had seldom been
opposed in such a way as to make her really angry, and now that this had
happened to her she was almost beside herself with rage.
When she reached the cosy little sitting-room which had been devoted to
her special use, having closed the door with a bang which re-echoed
along the corridors, she found herself surrounded by just that
atmosphere of personal comfort in which her sybaritic old soul
delighted. A cheerful fire burned in the grate. Before it was drawn up
the easiest of easy chairs. At the side of the chair stood a table upon
which was a tray containing those refreshments, solid and liquid, with
which Aunt Sarah loved best to fortify herself for the hours of
darkness, a collection of papers and magazines, and half-a-dozen new
books. The gay chintz curtains were close-drawn, and the electric lights
behind their rosy shades threw just the right amount of light upon this
pleasant interior.
Aunt Sarah had often before left a company of people in displeasure and
retired to her own apartment with a bang of the door behind her. But
once shut in by herself the expression of her face had usually changed,
and with a grim chuckle at her own astuteness, and the remembrance of
her effective departure, she had settled herself down with a mind wiped
clean of emotion to the enjoyment of her own society.
But to-night Aunt Sarah took no delight in her own society, nor did her
angry old face change as she closed the door on the cosy warmth of her
room. It is true that she sat down in the easy chair in front of the
fire. Women do not pace the room in their rage as is the custom with
men. All the same, a consuming rage held her. It had in it a tinge of
helplessness, and it shook her wiry old frame like an ague. Aunt Sarah
was beaten, and she had the sense to recognise it.
By-and-by she began to feel rather alarmed at her state of mind.
Helpless anger is not a soothing emotion, and Aunt Sarah, in spite of
her well-nourished vigour, was an old woman. It was very uncomfortable
to be so angry, and it was still more uncomfortable to realize that her
power of keeping her own personality in the ascendant had been wrested
from her by "a chit of a low-born foreigner," as she expressed it to
herself.
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