The strange transfiguration of Hannah StubbsMarryat, Florence
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The strange transfiguration of Hannah Stubbs
Marryat, Florence
Spiritualism -- Fiction
“That I cannot promise you,” replied the Doctor, “certainly not until
I know what it is you are striving for. Remember, that I know but
little of your doings, except that you shut yourself up in that little
room for half the night and sit up poring over old books and
manuscripts, long after you should be in bed and asleep. I conclude
you study Witchcraft and Black Magic! Well! I am a Lutheran and have
been reared to consider such studies wrong, and practised only by the
children of the Devil, but I know nothing of them myself. What is your
object in thus ruining your health? I cannot imagine any sane man who
has duties in this world to fulfil, caring about such rubbish. True or
false, leave it to those who have no more serious aim in life, and
think only of your health and yourself!”
Ricardo leaned back in his chair and smiled furtively.
“Now, what is the use of it?” continued Steinberg, pertinaciously.
The Professor answered the question in a way that startled him.
“Have you ever loved?” he said.
“You must tell me first what you mean by the word.”
“Have you ever loved a woman intensely--passionately--loved her so
much that your life was fused in her life--your soul in her soul?”
The Doctor sat up in his chair and stared at his friend. For a moment
he thought he had gone mad.
“_Never!_” he said, emphatically. “As a rule, I have not cared for
women. I look upon the sex as a necessary evil--something without
which population cannot go on--without which, too, Nature could not
exist--but as something also to be avoided as much as possible, and
dealt with as little as may be!”
Ricardo sighed.
“Happy man!” he ejaculated at last, “you are to be envied, Steinberg.
You have missed great happiness, and great pain.”
“Happiness!” echoed Steinberg, “is it possible, Signor, that your
grave demeanour and your mysterious studies have anything to do with a
woman?”
“They have everything--everything, to do with it,” exclaimed the elder
man, excitedly. “Steinberg, I have never told you my history. You do
not even know who I am! If I confide in you, will you hold my
confidence sacred?”
The Doctor held out his hand.
“Most certainly I will. There is my hand on it. But do not stir up
painful memories for my sake, Professor! If you are endeavouring to
forget the Past, let it lie in it’s grave!”
“I wish you to hear it,” replied Ricardo, “I am old, I might go any
day. You are my only friend. I should like you to know the truth
before we part!”
“Why do you talk of yourself as an old man? What age are you?”
“I was forty-nine on my last birthday.”
“Nonsense! You are in the prime of life. This intelligence still
further confirms my belief that your appearance and weakness are due
to your unnatural studies alone.”
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