The strange transfiguration of Hannah Stubbs — John Shaqi
The strange transfiguration of Hannah StubbsMarryat, Florence
Science
The strange transfiguration of Hannah Stubbs
Marryat, Florence
Spiritualism -- Fiction
“I asked you just now if you had ever loved, and you told me, ‘No’.
You are right! Keep to your resolution. Never allow yourself to be
entangled in a woman’s wiles, for they are Death to those who trust in
them. When I was only one-and-twenty and had just come into my
father’s estates and title, I fell a victim to the charms of Leonora
d’Asissi, a young lady my equal in rank and position, and after a
brief courtship, we were married. Ah! Steinberg, how I loved--I
adored--that woman! You, who confess to having never experienced the
tender passion cannot enter into my feelings. We Italians are famous
for our ardent love, and no Italian ever loved more ardently than I
did. I lived only in her presence; I was never weary of contemplating
her exquisite beauty; I waited on her as a slave; I made the day and
night tremulous with the repetition of my love. Do not we often weary
women by telling them too often that we love them, Steinberg? Are they
fickle by nature, or is it only that they hate monotony? Any way
Leonora, my adored wife, wearied of me and mine. She could not bear to
remain in our beautiful villa in the country, where she saw no one but
her enraptured lover, but pined to return to the palazzo in Rome which
has been in our family for generations. Here, she would collect around
her all the young married women like herself, with their attendant
_cavalieres serventes_ and turn night into day with her balls and
feasts and concerts. And yet I suspected nothing!”
“Was there anything to suspect?” demanded the Doctor.
The Professor started in his seat.
“Ah! now you touch the root of the matter! Was there? _Was_ there? The
question haunts me night and day. But I was jealous, Steinberg, all my
nation are! Where Love is so warm, doubts will intrude themselves.
Perhaps we expect too much from women. Their natures are not so
passionate as ours. We tax them too much--we look for a flame as
ardent as our own--and when we do not find it, we begin to suspect it
is bestowed upon another man. When I had my Leonora all to
myself--when in the silence of night, her beautiful head lay in
peaceful sleep upon my breast, I believed nothing but good of her--but
when I watched her whirling round the ball room in the arms of some
one of my acquaintance, or found her sitting in the conservatory with
another, Suspicion would lay hold of my jealous temper, and I would
question if after all, she were deceiving me, and everyone knew the
bitter truth but myself.”
The recollection of those days of anguish seemed to overcome the
Signor even then, for he pulled out his handkerchief, and wiped the
moisture from his brow.
“The relation distresses you,” remarked Steinberg, “pray do not
proceed.”
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