But the best hour of all was after his meal, as he sat in the growing
shadows with his pipe. It was always an hour of calm. The little,
breathless noises of the wild people in the thickets; the gophers, to
whose half blind eyes--used to the darkness of their underground
passages--the firelight was almost blinding; the chipmunks, and even the
larger creatures came clearest to him then and told him more. But they
didn't frighten him. Ordinarily, he knew, the forest creatures of the
Southern Oregon mountains mean and do no harm to lonely campers.
Nevertheless, he kept fairly accurate track of his rifle. He had enough
memory of the charge of the Killer to wish to do that. And he thought
with some pleasure that he had a reserve arsenal,--Dave's thirty-thirty
with five shells in its magazine.
At this hour he felt the spirit of the pines as never before. He knew
their great, brooding sorrow, their infinite wisdom, their inexpressible
aloofness with which they kept watch over the wilderness. The smoke
would drift about him in soothing clouds; the glow of the coals was red
and warm over him. He could think then. Life revealed some of its lesser
mysteries to him. And he began to glimpse the distant gleam of even
greater truths, and sometimes it seemed to him that he could almost
catch and hold them. Always it was some message that the pines were
trying to tell him,--partly in words they made when their limbs rubbed
together, partly in the nature of a great allegory of which their dark,
impassive forms were the symbols. If he could only see clearly! But it
seemed to him that passion blinded his eyes.
"They talk only to the stars," Linda had said once of the pines. But he
had no illusions about this talk of theirs. It was greater, more fraught
with wisdom, than anything men might say together below them. He could
imagine them telling high secrets that he himself could discern but
dimly and could hardly understand. More and more he realized that the
pines, like the stars, were living symbols of great powers who lived
above the world, powers that would speak to men if they would but listen
long and patiently enough, and in whose creed lay happiness.
When the pipe was out he would go to his fragrant bed. The night hours
would pass in a breath. And he would rise and go on in the crisp dawns.
The last afternoon he traveled hard. He wanted to reach Linda's house
before nightfall. But the trail was too long for that. The twilight
fell, to find him still a weary two miles distant. And the way was quite
dark when he plunged into the south pasture of the Ross estates.
Half an hour later he was beneath the Sentinel Pine. He wondered why
Linda was not waiting beneath it; in his fancy, he thought of it as
being the ordained place for her. But perhaps she had merely failed to
hear his footsteps. He called into the open door.
"Linda," he said. "I've come back."
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