The superintendent seemed to wait a long time before answering. Little
Bruce, already full of secret conjectures as to his own parentage,
thought that some key might be given him at last. "There is nothing that
we can tell you, Mr. Duncan," he said at last. "A woman brought him
here--with an infant girl--when he was about four. I suppose she was
his mother--and she didn't wait to talk to me. The nurse said that she
wore outlandish clothes and had plainly had a hard time."
"But she didn't wait--?"
"She dropped her children and fled."
A cold little smile flickered at the man's lips.
"It looks rather damnable," he said significantly. "But I'll take the
little beggar--anyway."
And thus Bruce went to the cold fireside of the Duncans--a house in a
great and distant city where, in the years that had passed, many things
scarcely worth remembering had transpired. It was a gentleman's
house--as far as the meaning of the word usually goes--and Bruce had
been afforded a gentleman's education. There was also, for a while, a
certain amount of rather doubtful prosperity, a woman who died after a
few months of casual interest in him, and many, many hours of almost
overwhelming loneliness. Also there were many thoughts such as are not
especially good for the spirits of growing boys.
There is a certain code in all worlds that most men, sooner or later,
find it wisest to adopt. It is simply the code of forgetfulness. The
Square House from whence Bruce had come had been a good place to learn
this code; and Bruce--child though he was--had carried it with him to
the Duncans'. But there were two things he had been unable to forget.
One was the words his foster father had spoken on accepting him,--words
that at last he had come to understand.
A normal child, adopted into a good home, would not have likely given a
second thought to a dim and problematical disgrace in his unknown and
departed family. He would have found his pride in the achievements and
standing of his foster parents. But the trouble was that little Bruce
had not been adopted into any sort of home, good or bad. The place where
the Duncans lived was a house, but under no liberal interpretation of
the word could it be called a home. There was nothing homelike in it to
little Bruce. It wasn't that there was actual cruelty to contend with.
Bruce had never known that. But there was utter indifference which
perhaps is worse. And as always, the child filled up the empty space
with dreams. He gave all the love and worship that was in him to his own
family that he had pictured in imagination. Thus any disgrace that had
come upon them went home to him very straight indeed.
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