The strike of a sex : $b A novel.Miller, George Noyes
Philosophy
The strike of a sex : $b A novel.
Miller, George Noyes
Birth control -- Fiction
“After that evening I can truly say that I never went out of my way to
seek her. I know not what the instinct was that restrained me. It is
one of those things about the human heart that is past finding out.
It is true that I thought of her every day, and oftentimes I cast a
wistful glance toward the street in which I knew she lived, but as I
had nothing but my love for me to call there, I could not go.
“And that period when I loved her unknown to herself or to any human
being is treasured up in my soul as one of the purest and sweetest
in existence. I really discovered, past any doubt, that there is a
depth of exquisite joy in simply loving, whether the person you love
knows of your love or not, or whether she returns it or not. It was
like the secret discovery of a clear bubbling spring beside which my
world-wearied spirit could linger in purest contentment and serenest
joy. Love can distil its exquisite perfume in your own soul, whether
it is wafted to others or not. It was when I was feeding upon the
sweet bliss of this discovery that this verse formed itself almost
unconsciously in my mind:
“Hast thou found Love in all the sphere?
Then know it by this perfect token,
Thy love was never known or spoken,
And still thy joy was all unbroken:
Such love the stars revere!
“Sometimes I fancied that she could hear my soul calling to her in the
voiceless night, and that her soul made sweet responses.
“But though I refrained almost conscientiously from seeking Allegra
Alliston, fate seem to continually throw us together without the
slightest design on our part. Do you want to know the surest sign of
love in the world? It is when you can tell every time at which you
have seen her whom you love, without missing a single instance. It may
have been nothing more than a passing glimpse of her face in a prosaic
street car but it is as firmly photographed in your memory as if you
had held her tightly in your arms. I could not only remember every
glimpse I had ever had of Allegra Alliston during the next six months,
but I could repeat, with the accuracy of a phonograph, every word she
had said in my hearing.
“Once during this time I was passing a house in which she gave music
lessons, although I did not know it until I heard her rapturous voice
singing. I had never heard the song before, but being sung by her it
was indelibly fixed in my memory. See, I can repeat it now:
“COME BACK.
“‘Come back!’ from many a broken home
There comes a voice of sad endeavour
To bring the loved ones back who roam
To bring them back to dwell forever.
‘Come back, dear ones, Love calls you home,
No more to doubt, no more to roam
Come back--come back.’
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