The Stronger InfluenceYoung, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Philosophy
The Stronger Influence
Young, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
South Africa -- Fiction
The old reserve settled upon him once more. She noticed that he looked
hesitatingly from her to the wicker chair beside which he stood, looked
from it almost furtively towards the entrance. She believed that he
purposed retreat, and forestalled him by turning away with a little
friendly smile and going within herself.
He did not look after her. There were people present on the stoep: he
knew very certainly, without glancing in their direction, the interest
they were taking in the little scene. That they had observed the girl's
action in stopping to speak to him, that, with her departure, they
continued their observation of himself, he knew instinctively. Their
curiosity was a matter of indifference to him.
But the girl's insistent friendliness troubled him. He sat down again
heavily in his seat and reflected deeply, sitting with his elbow on the
arm of the chair and his chin sunk on his hands. The gong sounded for
luncheon, but he remained where he was and watched the rest go in, and
listened to the talk and laughter which came to his ears through the
open windows, until, after a while, the lunchers came out again, when he
got up quietly and went inside.
Esme, passing the open windows later on her way into the garden, saw the
man seated alone at the table in the deserted room, eating in solitary
discomfort, while the coloured servant cleared the table in a manner of
sulky protest against this belated service. She quickened her steps and
her face flushed warmly. She felt as though she had had her ears boxed.
Indignant and angry, she walked as far as the vley and seated herself
in the shade of the trees with a book, which she did not read, open on
her lap. She could not at the moment concentrate her attention on
reading. Her cheeks burned. Twice this man had seemed to snub her,
whether intentionally or not she could not determine; but she felt
furious, less with the man than with herself for courting a repulse by
her persistence. Why should she seek to thrust her society on him when
very clearly he did not desire it? Her importunity embarrassed him.
That thought rankled. In a desire to be kind to a man whose lonely
condition excited her compassion she had been guilty of intruding
unwarrantably upon his seclusion. What right had she to force her
acquaintance upon him? She had had her lesson; she would profit by it
and not repeat the blunder.
Idly she turned the pages of her book; but the printed matter upon which
her eyes rested conveyed no meaning to her: between her vision and the
open page a man's face obtruded itself, a face with fine, strongly
marked features, and keen, unsmiling eyes. She could not switch her
thoughts off this man, in whom, she realised with a sort of impatience,
she was more than ordinarily interested. He piqued her curiosity.
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