The Stronger InfluenceYoung, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Philosophy
The Stronger Influence
Young, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
South Africa -- Fiction
Hallam was in his accustomed seat when she returned, but he did not look
up when she passed him on her way inside. He was reading a newspaper.
His hands, holding the printed sheet, shook more than usual, she
fancied; otherwise he looked much the same. She believed that he was
aware of her presence, though he made no sign that he saw her. She
passed him and entered the narrow passage and went direct to her room.
An unaccountable shyness had come over her. She shrank from going into
lunch, shrank from the thought of sitting beside him in the embarrassing
silence which his taciturnity imposed. The thing was getting on her
nerves. In the case of any other man, she believed that she would not
have minded this blunt ungraciousness; but this man had the power to
hurt her. The thing was incomprehensible and astonished her greatly.
Why should his behaviour wound her when in another man it would merely
have given offence?
The gong for luncheon sounded; but still she lingered in her room,
reluctant to leave this quiet haven for the dining-room and the
disquieting influence of her unresponsive neighbour. But the ordeal had
to be faced. It was ridiculous to allow her nervousness to get the
upper hand. With an action that was almost violent in the suddenness of
her resolve, she opened the door, and stepping into the passage went
swiftly along to the dining-room. At the door of the dining-room she
and Hallam met face to face. He was going in, but he drew back to allow
her to precede him. Thanking him briefly, she passed him and went on
and took her seat. He followed leisurely. When he was seated and
waiting to be served, he turned to her with unexpected suddenness and
observed:
"You missed a great deal this morning through oversleeping. I have
never seen a finer sunrise in my life than the one I witnessed on my
walk."
"You were up at sunrise?"
Her surprised tone, the almost incredulous look in her eyes, drew a
wondering glance from him. She saw it and felt furious with herself for
her stupidity. She had imagined him sleeping late that morning, had
supposed his non-appearance at breakfast was the result of his overnight
excess; and she had been tactless enough to betray surprise on learning
that he had been abroad so early. She flushed with confusion and
averted her eyes.
"I am always up before the sun," he said. "I do most of my walking
before breakfast. It's the best time of the day."
"Yes," she agreed; "I suppose it is. I slept late."
An inexplicable vindictiveness came over her. She turned to him again
and added almost brusquely:
"I was extraordinarily wakeful last night. I did not get to sleep
before the dawn broke."
"You should cultivate the habit of sleeping in a hurry," he advised. "I
get all the rest I need in a few hours."
He began to eat. She watched him for a moment in silence and with a
swift compunction for her recent ill-humour.
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