"As in the spring of 1813 the French fled homewards, and Germany began
to rouse itself to take vengeance for the shame inflicted on it, there
awoke in me a new-born joy, a fresh mind, a new life; and from that
hour I doubted no more of a complete liberation from the old slavery,
although the heavens became so unpropitious to the Germans. With eager
heart and yet with all possible circumspection, I lived in the
newspapers of the time; and in the autumn of 1813, which I spent at
home, I obtained the permission to join myself to the host of Germany,
when in the meantime, came the intelligence of the battle of Leipsic,
which rendered my going forth unnecessary."
Sand returned once more to Regensburg, and proceeded thence to the
university of Tübingen. Here he passed quietly the winter half-year of
1814-15, and had begun the second half-year when Napoleon returned from
Elba, and Sand felt himself called to stand forth with his countrymen
in defence of Germany. His testimonies from Tübingen were highly
creditable, yet they expressed suspicions that during his abode there
he had been a member of a political union called Teutonia. Sand then
first, on the day before his departure, announced to his parents his
determination to enter into the army, and took farewell of them by
letter. The style and tendency of his letter differ essentially from
his subsequent compositions. We see in it only the youth full of zeal
and fervour for his country,--who, pure, and without mixture of his
subsequent political religious exaltation, avows his intimation to
fight to the death for his country and kindred. "With an inward
struggle," wrote he amongst other things, "held I myself back the last
time when the liberation of Germany was at stake, and it was only the
conviction that many thousands then stood in the field, eager for
battle and victory for the welfare of Germany, that could detain me."
In another place--"The spirit at home and in Bavaria may be as it will,
I hold it for the highest duty to fight for the liberty of my German
Fatherland; of my dear parents, brothers, and sisters; and of all the
good people who love me; and, should numbers gain the advantage over
us, to contend to the very last gasp, and triumph over a tyrant in
death. Ever shall your beloved images hover round me; ever will I have
God before my eyes and in my heart, that I may be strengthened to bear
with serenity all the fatigues and dangers of this holy war. Yet
wherefore make the hearts of each other so heavy? We alone have the
right, the sacred cause. There is a righteous God, and how then shall
we not have the victory?"
The letter concludes with the words of Theodore Körner, which Sand had
often in his mouth--
Though rages hell itself,
God, thy mighty hand,
Hurls down the tower of lies.
* * *
Perchance high o'er the slaughtered foes
The Star of Peace shall rise.
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