Sand often prayed to God that this requisition might be allowed to
pass from him, and that he might be left to pursue his ordinary duties.
But in this inward warfare, the inner voice perpetually returned,
saying--"Thou hast promised so much, and hast yet done nothing." The
projected work stood thenceforth so vividly before his eyes, that his
imagination enabled him to sketch out a drawing of the murder-scene
beforehand, which was found amongst some indifferent pen-and-ink
outlines amongst his papers in Jena. Still he continued to waver, till
the newspapers brought a report, that Kotzebue intended to return to
Russia; and then stood forth Sand's resolution to murder the traitor,
let it turn out as it would, and though he should himself lead the way
to death for him. Besides this it was part of his plan to make a
confession, to bring the Death-Blow to the knowledge of the people. His
original plan was, after the accomplishment of the deed, to betake
himself to his weapons, and to make his escape if possible, so that
provided he effected his own retreat, self-destruction formed no part
of the scheme. While he brooded over his enterprise, he prepared the
instruments of his design. He made choice, to that end, of a smaller
and a greater dagger. The latter he called the small sword, and had it
made in Jena after a model in wax, prepared by his own hand, and from
his own drawing. For the carrying of these weapons he made a hole in
the breast of his waistcoat, in which on account of its weight, this
dagger hung; but for the lesser one he had a small hook sewed into the
left-arm sleeve of his coat, which by a small eye secured the sheath
there. Before setting out on his expedition of death, he completed his
Death-Blow, or Confession, prepared the fair copy, which after the
accomplishment of the act, he purposed to stick up in some public
place; then the original of the same, as he called it, and numerous
transcripts of the same. This Death-Blow was a document on which Sand
long laboured, and for the promulgation of which, after the deed, he
had taken measures. It was designed to be a call to the people to rise
and assert their liberty. As this composition not only places in the
clearest light the then overstrained state of Sand's mind, but also
gives us glimpses of many ideas of the Burschenschaft at that period,
which the government were afterwards obliged to hold in check, it shall
here find a place.
DEATH-BLOW TO AUGUST VON KOTZEBUE!
"ONLY IN VIRTUE, UNITY."
"Our days demand a decision for the law which God has written in
flaming characters in the hearts of his men. Prepare yourselves! decide
for life and for death!
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