The fact, however, which finally and at once sealed the determination
of Sand, was the appearance of the work of Stourdze, and Kotzebue's
standing forth as his defender. Stourdze, a Russian, published a most
odious and miserable volume, in which he lauded absolute monarchy,
railed against freedom of the press, misrepresented the spirit of the
German High Schools in the most abominable terms, and at the same time
advised that they should be stripped of all their rights and
privileges, and laid under the strictest discipline. The author was
formally accused by the Burschenschaft of Jena for his calumnies, to
the Grand Duke of Weimar, who laid the case before the _Bundestag_.
Stourdze defended himself in the public papers; two youths, not
students, but belonging to the Burschenschaft, afterwards challenged
him to single combat, whom, however, he answered only with words in the
newspapers.
Sand now brooded a whole half-year in irresolution over this
thought--whether he should devote himself as the instrument for taking
out of the way this, in his eyes, so dangerous an enemy of the weal of
the German people. "The determination," said he, "must first progress
in myself to a greater maturity, since I have partly to contend in
myself with the natural shrinking from the performance of such a deed,
and partly with the oft recurring thought that I am worthy of and
qualified for something better, by the character of my mind, and my
already acquired accomplishments. I have also waited for a third, since
I had as good a right to wait for a third, as he to wait for me. But as
I found no one, this was likewise a ground of determination for myself.
Oft have I thought--'thou canst quietly live on, if but a third person
undertake the deed.' This waiting was thus properly only a wish that
another might step before me; for the rest, however, I knew no such
third."
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