Apart from the question whether one may and can compel a young man of
that age to unceasing application, it may be further asked, whether,
after all, this half-year spent in the free enjoyment of life must be
an actual loss, and to be reckoned an absolute deduction from the
amount of study? By no means. Truly, if study consisted in learning a
mass of facts by rote, then might we reasonably reckon literary and
scientific acquisitions by days. But let any one reflect how a youth
comes from school. There he had a daily task, which he completed as a
more or less industrious day-labourer does his. He had also favourite
occupations and favourite studies besides, but entirely apart, which he
pursued as pleasant recreations, which had nothing in common with the
tedious school labours. Not that there are no exceptions to the rule,
but thus it is commonly. The time now approaches that he must undergo a
rigorous _Abiturienten-examen_, or final examination, before the doors
of the High School will open to admit him; an examination which he puts
out all his strength during the last half-year to pass, as he sees with
transport the university years presenting themselves before him.
Suddenly he becomes a wavering skiff, abandoned by its experienced
pilot, to drive forth into the midst of the agitated sea of university
life. His whole existence must from this time forward tend to one
ultimate object, of which he is not himself yet clearly conscious; even
his recreations and pleasures shall only serve every day to accomplish
him, or to give him new strength for toil. His intellectual labours
shall henceforth bear the stamp of knowledge; but the transition is so
sudden, the space in which he has to move is so vast compared with the
narrow bounds which have hitherto circumscribed him! His sight must
sharpen itself, that rapidly making himself master of the manifold
objects that surround him, he may reduce them to one regular scale, and
so magically diminish them as to inclose them in his own bosom. And to
this labour, which appears to him gigantic, he comes exhausted by the
exertions of the time just past, wearied out with all the old school
business. He exerts himself to comprehend that world of novelties, but
sinks finally overwhelmed by their oppressive greatness, and probably
exclaims with the scholar in Faust,--
All is confused, a stunning pain,
As whirled a mill-wheel in my brain.
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