Albert came into the shop as his mother was about to leave on her secret
errand. The boy’s eyes were downcast, there was pallor in his cheeks.
For he, too, had done his share of brooding since the last ray of hope
of the heritage was gone.
“Mother,” he said abruptly, “I’ll take no more private lessons. I—”
“Albert!”
She had hired a music teacher to teach him the violin, and her present
ejaculation was the sudden outlet of her accumulated grief.
For a brief moment Albert weakened, his mother’s evident unhappiness
checked his flow of words, but he soon gained courage.
“Mother, dear, I’ll be no burden to you,” he burst out. “I know—I
understand—I won’t let you spend your last _groschen_ on me—”
“Albert!” she cried, reproach and grief mingled in her tone. “You won’t
break your mother’s heart. Since when have my children become a burden
to me?”
“But, mother dearest,” the boy begged, tears in his eyes, “I am old
enough to be apprenticed—”
“And give up all hope?—Albert!”
The mere intimation of surrender—giving up the chance of becoming a
great man, a scholar if not a banker—cut her to the very heart.
The boy trembled perceptibly. His mother had touched a vibrating chord
in his being. For every thought of his, every dream and fancy, was of
the future. And he was confident of the future; even more confident than
his mother; for every prophetic little Samuel hears the voice of God
before it reaches the ears of the blind Eli, though he may not at first
recognize the voice that calls him.
“Don’t worry, Albert dearest,” the mother sobbed, sunshine through her
tears, “the war will soon be over, business will improve, and you will
not be handicapped for want of money.”
* * * * *
Late that afternoon, in the dimmest twilight, she locked the shop on
Schmallgasse, walked down the narrow street, and turned into the
Marktplatz, an air of stealth in her movements. Frequently she glanced
this way and that, like a hunted criminal, and hugged a little packet to
her breast. When she reached Ludwig Grimm’s pawnshop she halted,
hesitated a moment, took a step backwards, halted again, and then, with
a sudden lurch forward, darted up the three stone steps that led to
Grimm’s and opened the door with a resolute jerk. . . . .
THE LORELEI.
I.
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