He was still attending the Round Table at Lutter and Wegner’s on
Charlottenstrasse, where the rising young poets were having heated
debates on literary topics. Every one of them had his shoulders in
readiness for the mantle of the Prophet of Weimar to fall upon him and
every one thought everybody else a mere pretender. And when they were
most animated, stimulated by drink and smoke, Albert sat in a corner,
neither drinking nor smoking, a strange gleam in his narrowed eyes, and
from time to time sent a shaft of irony or an arrow of wit through their
web of fancy phrases. When he did argue his colleagues scented arrogance
in his statements. He had an unfortunate manner of belittling his
opponents’ assertions and brushing them aside with a scoffing jest. They
were talking of romanticism as if the period was only beginning while he
was speaking of it as if it had ended. They persuaded themselves that
dreams were realities while he only wished to clothe the sordidness of
life in the garb of romance. When he persisted they could not see the
difference.
He was also at variance with them on political issues. They spoke of the
radical democracy of Ludwig Börne while he believed in a democracy of
Government based on justice, with an aristocracy of achievement in all
walks of life. When Krebsfleisch accused Albert of aristocratic
tendencies he retorted that he had more respect for an industrious
aristocrat than for a coarse, drunken, lazy plebian poet who abused the
nobility at Lutter and Wegner’s and then went to his lodgings to write a
cringing, begging letter to a son of the nobility. Krebsfleisch was
silenced but had become Albert’s mortal enemy. Without direct accusation
Albert had revealed Krebsfleisch to himself. When people told him that
Krebsfleisch was slandering him he only smiled and said Krebsfleisch was
a genius and geniuses never had any sense of gratitude.
He again found himself almost alone, strolling along _Unter den Linden_,
visiting cafés, reading, thinking suffering from headaches, and when in
the throes of pain writing love songs. He wrote love songs because he
craved love and had it not. When he had no one to love he was dreaming
of love.
MIRIAM.
I.
At the end of that semester he was seized with a passion for work and
decided to stay in Berlin the following summer vacation and devote all
his time to the execution of his literary plans. His head was full of
literary schemes. He again applied himself to another revision of his
poetic drama; dashed off a tragedy; penned more _Lieder_; and also
sketched a weird romance with Venice as a background. He had just read
Hoffmann’s “Die Elixiere des Teufels”, and was so influenced by its
mystic charm that he was revolving in his brain the plot of a tale with
witches and spirits. He meant to take the world by storm and attack it
from many angles.
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