Then he passed an old church. A woman, her head and shoulders covered
with a black cashmere shawl, pulled open the heavy church door and
entered. He followed her in. The woman did not turn right or left but
walked up to the altar, knelt on the stone steps and began to pray. He
stood in the rear, his eyes gazing blankly in front of him. The church
was deserted, gloomy, a strange sombre light sifting in through the many
colored window-panes, leaving the long archways in twilight dimness; a
swinging oil lamp in front of the beautiful image of the Madonna
accentuated the nocturnal shadows beyond the reach of this glimmering
light. It was noiseless yet there sounded in his ears dying echoes. Now
and then a soft murmur came from somewhere as if the great organ, weary
of prolonged silence, emitted a soft sigh. A thousand invisible phantoms
seemed to people this empty, age-smelling church. The kneeling, praying
woman, the stone images of saints, the indefinable forms flitting here
and there back of the pillars, the murmuring from the side chapel, the
emaciated priests outside, the Jesuits at Munich, all the religious
controversies—Oh, God, what a travesty, what a jest! He wondered which
was the greater jest, the festive gods of Olympus, who went about their
business merrily and drank toasts from golden goblets and made love to
the goddesses and slew their rivals, or the solemn, abstemious gods
surrounded by shaven monks who fretfully cajoled and fawned upon their
Jupiter, sadly rolling their eyes, praying for favors.
He suddenly rushed out of the church and proceeded through a narrow
alley which afforded a short cut to the Uffizi. At present everything
appeared farcical to him; nothing was serious. Politics, religion, love,
spaghetti, literature, painting, the Seven Sins—or was it the Seven
Wonders?—amusing jests all! As he entered the _Palazzo degli Uffizi_,
walking past marble statues, Florentine tapestries, Satyrs, Wrestlers,
Fauns, Madonnas, Venuses, Popes, Cupids, the Flight from Egypt and the
Flight into Egypt, the _Weltschmerz_—the soul-weariness—of it all
seized him and almost choked him with Satanic laughter. At a glance he
beheld the Sublime Jesters of all ages!—Michael Angelo, Raphael,
Titian, Correggio, Botticelli, Fra Angelico, da Vinci—the sublimest
jester of all—each one busy with the jest of life in his own way.
He traversed vestibules and corridors, lofty vaulted chambers and
frescoed palaces, and suddenly halted before a relief of the Sacrifice
of Iphigeneia and close beyond it the Martyrdom of St. Justina by Paul
Veronese. Were these jests, too?
He passed his hand over his eyes, then rubbed his forehead. Was he
insane or had the rest of the world lost their wits? again passed
through his mind. If he was sane the rest of the world could not be
sane. The rest of the world took all this seriously, almost
tragically—the Satyrs and the Fauns and the Madonnas and the
Martyrs—and did not see the jest of it all.
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