His figure suddenly stirred as if convulsed.
“I suppose another countryman to view my remains and then go back to
Germany and lie about me!” A bitter smile appeared on his bloodless lips
as he uttered these words with an irritable sneer. “I am sick of all
visitors. They come here out of curiosity. The swine! What stories they
have fabricated about me. I want friends, not visitors. And friends come
only when one has something to give them!” He emitted a sigh. “Why
should they come?” he soon added more bitterly. “Who wants to see
misery!”
“This is a woman, Albert. She says she comes from Vienna——”
“From Vienna—she is perhaps bringing me word that the director of the
Royal theatre is to present one of my tragedies—he has promised me.
Send her in.”
The next instant the corner of his mouth twitched, the crease between
his eyes flattened, and digging his right elbow into the downy pillow
underneath him, he raised his right side to a half-sitting posture and
leaned against the prop of pillows at his head. A panting sigh betrayed
the great effort of raising himself.
Presently a girl of about twenty-two stepped in, and as she caught sight
of the half-blind, half-paralyzed figure her breathing almost stopped.
For a bare second she halted as if she meant to retreat, but her blue
eyes filled with tears and she whispered. “_Bon jour._”
“_Guten Morgen_,” he replied in German and extended his withered right
hand. “So you have come from Vienna,” he added without releasing her
hand. “Do you know my friend Loeb?”
The young woman stood speechless, leaning over the couch, realizing for
the first time that unless he lifted the paralyzed lid of his right eye
he saw nothing. Tears overflowed her eyes.
“I have not come direct from Vienna,” she faltered—“I haven’t been
there for some time, but—but I wanted some excuse to cross your
threshold—I lisped your songs before I could lisp my prayers—they were
my breviary—you have taught me the meaning of the beauty of life——”
Albert nodded his head as she uttered the last flattering words, a smile
of great satisfaction appeared on his face. The speaker’s girlish voice
attracted him; it was like a voice from his young life, the days of
love-making in Gunsdorf, Bonn and Goettingen. And the voice was such a
relief to him! He was tired of all the voices around him—of the
jabbering speech of his nurses, and of his wife—good souls all, but
God! what voices! It was years since he had heard a pleasing voice.
“Never mind why you came here,” he struck in, smiling, “I am happy that
you are here. Sit down and tell me who you are.”
She moved a chair nearer the couch and sat down.
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