It was late in the afternoon, the galleries were deserted, the glow of
the setting sun cast melancholy shadows over the plastic statues of
stone and granite wrought by the hands of the ancient Egyptians and long
forgotten Greeks. There was even vaster melancholy in his heart. The
gods and goddesses he worshipped in his youth seemed to be mocking
him—Bacchus and Apollo, Orpheus and the bearded, horny Pan—they all
seemed to jeer at him. He could not withhold a groan. He fathomed the
despair of Moses, the son of Amram, as he stood on the top of the Pisgah
and yearningly gazed at the land of Canaan—the land for which he had
fought that others might enter but he could not enter. That was the
irony of life, the jest of the gods. He, too, like Moses of old, had
dragged himself to the top of Pisgah to have his last glance at his
promised land!
A thousand sad thoughts flitted through his brain. He limped along the
vast halls and paused before Venus de Milo. A hectic flush came into his
face. He looked up at the armless goddess with the covetousness of a
virgin youth beholding a maiden of rare beauty. Settling down on the
cold stone bench in front of the statue, both of his hands resting on
the head of his cane, his half-blind eyes blurred with tears, he gazed
yearningly at the parted lips of her exquisite mouth. Was she just
smiling, or was she, too, smiling at him? His eyes closed for a moment,
with unbearable pain in his heart. Ah, if he could only die at this very
moment! he reflected. That would be a poetical, pagan, fitting death for
him. His whole life passed before him like a vision. All his life he had
worshipped beauty—the divine figure before him was the symbol of
beauty—her seductive, tantalizing, heavenly smile, her sweet sensuous
lips set his blood boiling. Tears rolled down his wan cheeks, his
enfeebled frame shook with grief and mortification. He must live
perforce and look on as the great, avenging, mocking God was finishing
his diabolic jest . . . .
He struggled to his feet and staggered through the vast corridors,
without turning his eyes in the direction of the artistic masterpieces
of all ages . . .
After that visit at the Louvre Albert was unable to leave his room. His
forebodings were prophetic. That palace of art—the Salle de la Venus de
Milo—was his Mount of Nebo, from which he had caught the last glimpse
of his promised land.
II.
One day Marguerite entered his room with the announcement that some one
wished to see him.
At first he made no reply. He lay stretched on a low couch with the
immobility of a corpse and his upper eyelids met the lower in two fine
pencilled lines like the eyes of the dead. His hair and beard, framing
skin of deathly pallor, were also lifeless. His beautifully shaped right
hand, thin almost to the point of transparency, rested limply on his
coverlet.
Marguerite repeated: “Albert, there is some one who wants to see you.”
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