The young Swabian girl had made a _faux pas_. She had referred to
Marguerite as his servant and when he had enlightened her she blundered
still worse. The woman who had opened the door for her looked so
ordinary, she had said, that she could not imagine her idol would have
chosen such a fat woman for his mate. No, he did not blame this young
girl for her blundering speech. Marguerite was an ordinary fat woman,
not the fit companion of a poet, who had always worshipped feminine
beauty.
He was glad Marguerite was going out, and would leave him in peace.
Between the parrot’s screeching and Marguerite’s laughter he did not
know which to choose, but when both were exercising their lungs life was
unbearable. He felt quite relieved when his wife, in swishing silk,
presently bade him _au revoir_ and slammed the door, leaving an odor of
cosmetics behind her.
He was again calm, frolicsome thoughts playing in the attic of his
brain. He was thinking of his mysterious visitor, the Butterfly. She was
charming. Her voice came back to him like a sweet chime. A delectable
sensation was rising within him. The voice of the sweetest romance was
calling to him. His chest heaved. She had been kind to Metzger and had
given him her ring as a souvenir because he was the friend of her poet,
and the deluded soul thought she was in love with him! A happy smile was
on his face. He was very fond of Metzger. Had he not said in print he,
Albert Zorn, aside from being the greatest living poet in the world, had
the kindest heart, the noblest soul? And Metzger was handsome. Even in
his days of bloom, Albert could not boast of such manly beauty as his
friend, Albert owned to himself. And this mysterious Swabian damsel had
always been in love, with him ever since she was a child, she had said!
All his pains disappeared. The romanticism of his youth was returning.
Indeed, his body was wasted but his spirit, his heart, was as young as
of yore! Real poets die young! Youth remains in their hearts even if
they reach the age of Methuselah! Yes, he was young again. The lure of
love was in his blood once more. The dying candle sent forth a leaping
flame.
He was soon feverish with anxiety, as feverish as when he waited for
Miriam under the willows near Gnesen. His fancy lent color to his vision
of this mysterious stranger. He had only a glimpse of her but the
impression of her face was indelible. With his eyes closed the picture
of her was most vivid.
He stirred and reached for the portfolio that contained his paper and
pencil—which always lay by his side. He rose higher on his pillows and,
gripping his long pencil, began to scrawl. He had always had a beautiful
handwriting but now he could only scratch long irregular letters. He was
glad that she had left him her address. Why had she left him her
address? Honey flowed in his veins. Did she hope he would write to her?
She was but womanly; wanted to be wooed by her lover . . .
“Lovable and charming Person:—” he scribbled hastily,
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