Albert held his breath. In his imagination he followed her down the
slope and watched the skiffs go by and went swimming with her. He raised
his eyes to her and blushed scarlet. A flitting thought had sent a
quiver through his frame. She was now seated on a stool close to him. He
had become conscious of her bare feet and of her white throat and
slender shoulders. He wished to say something but his mouth was dry and
his throat was parched. He was swallowing lumps.
Hedwiga glanced at him and, as if divining his thoughts, also blushed.
To hide her passing thought she emitted a little laugh.
They were both silent for a moment and self-conscious. Then he raised
his eyes and stared at her boldly. She gave him a quick glance and began
to laugh again. Rising from his chair he wished to stretch out his hand
and touch her face—the tip of her slightly upturned nose and the
curving red of her lips.
He was soon standing at the door, going yet wishing he could stay. She,
too, was standing, her head a trifle inclined to one side.
“How tall you are!” he stammered.
This was not what he wished to say, but he mentally scanned her from
head to foot and the words leaped to his lips uninvited.
“I am not much taller than you,” she said.
And stepping up close to him she placed her shoulder against his.
What was it he felt at the contact with her shoulder? He recalled the
sensation again and again on his way home. It was as if the smooth
little hand of a babe were passing and repassing that spot; he
experienced a sensation of yielding to caresses; and yet this very
sensuousness had made him speechless. It occurred to him later that he
had not bidden her goodbye as they parted.
IV.
Albert’s mind was like a sponge thrown into water, absorbing while
seemingly inactive. Subconsciously he was studying every face, no matter
how often he had seen it; every object, however commonplace, aroused his
curiosity.
When he left Hedwiga his mind was a blank. He walked on blindly,
seemingly thoughtful but really thinking of nothing. He was conscious of
joy tempered by timidity—but without thinking of anything in
particular.
Nearing his home he began to think of her more specifically. She was a
living image. The image grew in vividness. His eyes almost closed
now—his eyelids had come together automatically—and all objects
disappeared save her form. Her slender figure and that clinging, draping
skirt around her legs; her loose hair of dazzling tints—red and gold
mixed with ochre—and those wonderful eyes of her—they looked at him so
piteously and yet so proudly. He was breathing fast, a warm glow was on
his face, his full lips parted. For the moment his mouth seemed
strikingly feminine—the mouth of a young woman alive to stirring
passion.
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