“Didn’t you take the numbers down for the Coblenz shipment? Franz is
waiting for them.”
“O, yes, the numbers;” and he rushed back to execute the order, Veitel
staring at large.
“No, the boy has no talent for business,” Veitel confirmed Rindskopf’s
opinion, and wrote a lengthy letter to his friend David Zorn.
This time the father made no trip to Frankfort. Instead he sent Albert
money for the homeward journey.
VII.
He returned home downhearted. He felt the cheerlessness of his
home-coming. The very excessive tenderness of his mother, the
over-affectionate embrace of his sister, accentuated his failure. He
felt the kindliness accorded the afflicted, the solace given to people
in trouble. And although there was defiance in his bearing he felt
keenly the disappointment on the faces of his family.
Nobody spoke of his future. Even his father—always full of plans—only
cleared his throat, passed his hand lightly over his fine beard, and
murmured “We’ll see”, whenever his wife broached the subject.
So Albert drifted. In his present state of mental confusion he postponed
calling on Hedwiga from day to day. He stayed at home and read, walked
the streets and mused, lay stretched on the river bank and pondered all
sorts of things. He also spent much time writing, chiefly verses, which
he clandestinely sent to editors who would not have them.
He wandered about the streets, along the river bank, like a liberated
prisoner. No, he was not thinking of the Judengasse, of its tragedy, of
its quaint traditions; he would not sing of the glory, and the tragedy,
of Israel. He was emancipated, a true son of the Rhineland. He would
sing of the shattered ruins on the banks of the Rhine peopled with
golden legends, of beautiful Hedwiga, of fair Katherine, of pretty
Gertrude. No, no, he was no descendant of Miram and David, he was no
compatriot of Isaiah and Yehudah H’Levi, no fellow-sufferer of the
dwellers of the Ghetto. The cradle of his forefathers had stood in
Greece, her Gods were his Gods, the great unconquered world his world.
And it was summer again. The sun was cooling its burning rays in the
liquid silver of the gently flowing Rhine, a thousand echoes shouted
greetings from the vine-clad shores, the mossy boulders called and
beckoned to him to lie down and dream of things eternal!
All his slumbering romantic sentiments reawakened and with them came his
longing for Hedwiga, his Lorelei.
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