In a little shop in Beckerstrasse, in Hamburg, a young man, with pale
cheeks and light brown hair and narrowed eyes, was seated before a
little table heaped with bills, invoices, and dunning letters. Some of
these reminders of indebtedness, were unfolded before him, others were
on a spindle, and still others were unopened. Why open letters when one
knows their contents? With hands stuck in his trousers’ pockets, his
legs extended under the table, the pale young man looked forlorn. He
seemed at once reckless and bewildered, sorrowful and carefree. There
was mist in his eyes. The postman had just handed him a letter from his
father. Not a line from his mother. “How did it all happen?”—was the
import of his father’s letter. How did it all happen? Figures had always
been the bane of Albert’s existence and to answer this question one must
deal with figures. A bitter smile suddenly appeared on his sensitive
lips, and his eyes narrowed still more—mere fine lines of indefinable
color. How did it all happen? A memory from his school days flitted
across his brain and his smile was bitter no longer. “When you grow up,”
his mathematics teacher had told him, “you’ll have to have some one else
to count your money for you, or you won’t have any.” And striking him
with a lead-edged ruler the teacher had made the announcement emphatic.
The young man threw his head back and laughed as he remembered the
incident. Soon he forgot his father’s letter and that vexing question,
forgot the bills and invoices, and his mind lingered upon his early
school days. He had always hated those school days, but now there was a
yearning in his heart for the teachers and text-books and for—yes, even
for the lead-edged ruler and gnarled stick. What if some stupid monk had
struck him with a ruler or cane? Those were happy days, when one was not
worried about paying bills and about letters that demanded how it had
happened! He sighed deeply and stretched his arms yawningly upward.
“Those were happy days,” he repeated to himself.
His eyes dropped upon his father’s letters before him. He became
irritable and vexed. He had thrashed it out with his uncle and now his
father had started all over again. “What will become of you, Albert?”
his father had added. “You are already in your twenty-second year and
have failed in everything—in everything. You have not only brought ruin
upon yourself but also upon your poor old father. For I am getting old,
Albert, and instead of my supporting you, you should take care of me.
And at my age I am now obliged to leave here and start over again at
some other town. I can read between the lines of your uncle’s letter
that your conduct in other respects has not been irreproachable.”
He pushed the letter away from himself. He was growing angry with his
father, with his mother, with his uncle. Why had they pressed business
upon him? They had known he had no taste for business. What right had
they now to complain?
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