“But I do have good news for you. I shall soon leave for Cuxhaven, where
the doctors assure me the sea baths will restore my health, which has
not been of the best. And the thought of leaving this hateful city
already makes me feel refreshed. I detest this place and the
people—everybody, everybody. I am sick at heart. You can readily
understand my state of feelings that aside from my own grief—the grief
of my many dismal failures—my blood is boiling within me at the memory
of an ugly spectacle I witnessed the other night. It is too painful to
speak of it; the iron has entered my soul; everything within me has
turned to gall. The ‘Baptised traders’ here have launched a fierce
attack against the _Un-Baptised_. The irony of it! The pot calls the
kettle black. Those hideous cowards! You know me well enough that I am
no more blind to the shortcomings of the Jews than any Christian, but
when I see those selfish, cruel monsters revive the barbarism of the
Middle Ages my heart cries in anguish. Those barbarians! In one breath
they boast that they surpass the English in commerce, the French in art,
the Greeks in philosophy, the Romans in warfare, and in the very next
breath clamor that unless the progress of the Jews is checked the Teuton
will be exterminated! Those miserable cowards! Twenty millions of these
superior beings afraid of a handful of Jews! It would be laughable were
it not so tragic! But I can’t speak of it, I can’t think of it—
“But wait, the day of reckoning will come. Before they have shaved my
locks and put my eyes out I will tie firebrands to the tails of these
foxes—you remember the story of Samson and the Philistines?—Yes, I
will smite them hip and thigh, but not with the jawbone of an ass; a
goose quill is my weapon.
“Did I say I was unhappy? I am to leave this cursed city, which holds
for me nothing but the bitterest memories. So I will go to Bonn.
“O, what a comedy life is!—But enough!
From the depths I call to Thee, Oh, Lord!
Albert”
VIII.
A mid-April day, rather warm for the season. The sunbeams were playing
around the slender spire of the Petrithurm at Hamburg, with sparkling
flashes at the bluish surfaces of the calm waters of the Alster.
At the curb before one of the houses on Grosse Bleichenstrasse stood a
blinking horse, harnessed to a cart, a driver fidgeting with whip and
reins. Soon the portal of the courtyard opened and from it emerged a
strapped black leather valise, then a little squatty man, then a slender
young man of medium height with small greenish eyes and light brown
hair, carrying a cane and an umbrella in one hand and in the other a
small bundle.
The older man placed the valise in the cart, the younger one threw in
the bundle, umbrella and cane; the two clasped hands.
There was a mist in the prominent eyes of the older man. There was a
faint smile on the large mouth of the younger, a smile pregnant with
sadness.
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